The Journey 596

Author: The Journey 596

  • T.W.O.T.E -Restless Mind !

    What I want seems far from reachable; peace of mind never comes easy, with the mind that I have, for it is so loud and unstable. Thoughts flowing rapidly, making me mumble, a lot of them have labeled me with words, which is far from the truth. It is unsettling, if only they knew what lies within my heart and what I have been thinking for the past few years.

    I have been shot by many and did not care once unless of course, their words have something in them which will help me be a better version of what I am right now. However, most of the time it is just lethal words that deprive the happiness of the soul of I, the one who entrusted them, humans, to support me and help me through my journey. Reality struck me late, for everytime they speak it gets worst. Am I to blame, for changing my plan, for entrusting them with my secrets, for believing that they can be given a second chance.

    I recognized that young man who had a life no other humans could bear; isolated, away from everybody, alone on his path towards the goal, I could see myself in him. The young man filled with joy and happiness just by himself, memories start to flow back as the world turns upside down unraveling the truth that I was trying to hide; for the boy was me. Soon I lost focus again as the thoughts started to scramble my vision, putting me far away from the goal.

    Mesmerizing thoughts yet I cannot get my hands on them, for the current seems too fast for my hand to grasp. Cheerful even though the odds are not in my favor. Cursed, yet trying to maintain a stable soul. Weakened, but still moving on. Dipped in melancholy, yet fighting to survive.

    “There Is Still Hope”

  • Oh Mind, Can You Please Rest !

    When the sunsets and the night crawl in, it is a phenomenal experience to those who have a mind that never rests. To some, it is the time to rest and relax, while for the few of us out there who cannot control the flow of their thoughts it means that the wicked yet magnificent process is about to start.

     

    Closing our eyes trying to rest, but the thoughts keep us hanging, getting tired with every second that passes, while our brain fights the thoughts. Weary head unable to rest, thinking and planning, claiming that there is no time to waste, for the goal to be achieved a plan is required. A goal that we must change our plan frequently based on the fact that it reveals before us. Here we are deep inside our heads trying to figure out our next move, failing a couple of times but never quitting. Once again, we have tried to rest but it is all the same, without an answer we cannot possibly rest.

     

    As the night slowly gets darker, the journal has been taken out from its resting place, looking for clues and to assure that everything will be okay. Flipping through the page as we remember the purpose of it all. Eyes fighting to get some sleep, while we resist for the purpose must be fulfilled, the purpose that we have battled the obstacles in order to find it, we cannot simply let go. Therefore, with the journal in our hands the final goal can be reached, a few more obstacle, nothing that we have not battled before or at least until we reach the next step. Closing our eyes once again, as the thoughts start to arise, and the mind to over think the situations; a sound from the heart whispering “To the thoughts that you all have gained from this journey, be gone; for the answers are all within their souls”. An assuring sound that brought peace of mind to our souls, gaining from it the ability to rest our weary heads.

     

    “There Is Still Hope”

  • Thrive !

    Weakness, sadness, and pain I left them all behind; as I smash through the obstacles that life presents before me, testing me, preparing me for the final goal. Thinking about the present and future, planning my every move; recording my life as I thrive.

     

     

    The final goal awaits, overlooking the long way that I must walk; for I am halfway there. A vast number of steps for the final goal to be achieved; therefore, I shall continue down my path, motivating and challenging myself for the final goal. Although sometimes the loneliness and darkness strikes forcing me to succumb and quit, but I still move on and let the wounds heal, for my hope is far stronger and greater than their poison.

     

    Do not let anyone interfere with your goals and dreams, for the only thing that holds you from accomplishing them is only your mind; therefore, do not listen to anybody, for they will only put you down and make you feel bad. Listen to the voice within you that comes from your heart, it shall guide you towards your goals.

    “There Is Still Hope”

  • Change !

    Away from the negativity and pain, through the fog, we all shall rise, with words of strength that will make us rise towards the goal we have always dreamed of; therefore, to them you must ignore and let go, for their purpose in life is only to make you suffer. Take the sun as an opportunity to shine, rise as the wind blows through your head whilst walking on your path seeking an adventure of a lifetime. Speak your mind without fear to the crowed, for your voice must be heard, as long as you believe in what you said and think that it will cause no harm to any soul around you.

     

    We all have worked hard since day one without giving up so do not give up now; look at yourself and where you have come embrace yourself for the final goal awaits your arrival. In every situation whether it is sad or hard and you feel that you have become weak, search for hope because there is always hope you just have to believe. Say goodbye to the sadness, learn how to move on, and let go for it is the only way, to reach your goal safely. Leave the sadness for the weak, and from the pain gain strength and rise above the obstacles.

     

    With a pure heart move on, in this earth and seek your goal whilst fulfilling your purpose. The journey of sadness is about to end, an era shall come where peace and harmony can be found; however the plan has not changed it will always stay the same until the purpose has been fulfilled.

     

    “There Is Still Hope”

     

     

  • Break Down

    T.W.O.T.E

    Journal Entry 

    September 26th 1596

    They are pulling me down, trying to hide the truth from the humanity or at least what is left of it, since cruelty have spread all over the world and poisoned most of the souls.

     

    Every time I move forward, I keep learning more about humans, and how far they have reached with their cruelty. It is devastating, how they have become, they have given up their souls to the devil, scheming as to who is going to rule the earth, poor creatures unable to foresee how the world shall end. Urging to leave but I must stay, for the final goal I must reach. Weakened as I unravelled the truth about those creatures whom are hiding under the name of humans.

     

    Wandering the globe, searching for hope, on earth where cruelty possess the all, I have found the purpose in which I must seek and fulfil.

    There Is Still Hope

     

  • It Is My Fault !

    When the night crawls in and the memories rise upon those whom have lost in the battle, the pain has begun. Moving on is not an option until they have fully understand what has casued these events to escalate into a whirlpool in which they are trying to escape.
    The pure souls have been slashed with darkness, for their hearts could not understand the deeds of those whom they loved. They have been caught in the cycle of misdeeds upon which they must reform. As they continue to roam the earth with sadness and with the seven deadly sins as their only solution, their darkness consumes not their souls but those who they care about.
    Past, present, and future does not matter if moving on and letting go cannot be achieved; stuck in this cycle with their darkness, poisoned and unable to move on nor can I let go.
    I am drowning, is it my fault that they have been consumed with sadness, or is it my fault that I take everything upon myself. Restless mind constantly thinking about anything and everything around me, a pain I must live with in order to find the purpose of life.

  • The Walk Of Guilt 

    Through the darkness he walked, trying to confront his soul about the deeds that have caused him to suffer. Lost, and consumed by sadness that has poisoned his heart. He fought with his soul, in a battle that no one is capable of fighting, for it can be deadly if you lost.

    In this battle to redeem himself, he channeled the pain and suffering creating an energy so powerful that it lights about the entire darkness. Astonished of the light and what it has revealed before him, filled with guilt as he walked away from the battle; therefore the end was fatal not for him but his soul.  Losing his soul in this battle have created a series of events where sadness and guilt far greater than he has ever endured followed him for the rest of his miserable life.

    Suffering from the consequences of his actions, as he knew that there will always be hope for the righteous; so he decided to walk through his journey with pain, for it is the price that he must pay in order to live peacefully.

    “There Is Still Hope”

  • The Masquerade

    In a world of lies, hiding behind the masks of our choice, who am I ? A masquerade that tempted me to try a mask, and I chose to hold on to it, for I felt as though everyone around me has changed to the worst, deceiving and manipulating their way through life; therefor, I took the mask wherever I went, wore it on any occasion to help me understand its mystery.

    Behind every mask there is a story in which some us are trying to run away from, you become addicted to wearing the mask for it is the only way that makes you safe from the past. If you want to take someone’s mask of, you must have the power to reach into you heart and soul, for only the righteous and the weak are capable of such thing. It was difficult to wear the mask while trying to maintain your true self, not only that but it will also be vulnerable to those who have nothing but evil in their hearts.

    Who am I ? As I take off my mask and walk away from everyone to find my comfort on earth away from the lies. Who am I ? As I leave behind the stories of pain, the stories upon which one has lost everything even their soul.

     

  • Tampering With  Destiny 

    The days pass by, knowing what I know about the future that is yet to be lived, keeping secrets from them, tricking the monsters so that I can survive in this beautiful earth, that was cruel not long ago, but everything has changed.

    I no longer need to clutch upon my poor soul anymore, for I can now leave at an instance, leaving everything behind and moving on to the final goal, that is so dark and hurtful. The dreams have been saved, and the path is being restored. At last, everything is smiling, the ravens are disappearing, and the birds are flying again, filling the skies with peace and harmony. Still walking alone, keeping myself distant from the creatures (humans), walking towards the sun, healing my soul, and achieving the dream.
    Breaking free from the darkness, that painted my life with sadness and depression for years, but how long will it be before it finds me again…

    “There Is Still Hope”

  • Spells And Hope

    T.W.O.T.E

    “I have written this short article when they were about to put me under their spell; however, I have managed to break the spell  and escape from their cruelty with the my only strength, hope.”

    They have criticized me, making me look like a coward, but I am not feeling sad nor have I ever hated anyone, it is just that I lost hope in the cruel creatures, they have disappointed me many times.

     

    They say that I am rude, just for giving my opinion, but I will not give up until I prove my point, which you will find out in the near future.

     

     

    My life is mine to choose what path I shall take, I do not require your approval or anyone else’s for that matter, stay away from me.