The Journey 596

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  • Tampering With  Destiny 

    The days pass by, knowing what I know about the future that is yet to be lived, keeping secrets from them, tricking the monsters so that I can survive in this beautiful earth, that was cruel not long ago, but everything has changed.

    I no longer need to clutch upon my poor soul anymore, for I can now leave at an instance, leaving everything behind and moving on to the final goal, that is so dark and hurtful. The dreams have been saved, and the path is being restored. At last, everything is smiling, the ravens are disappearing, and the birds are flying again, filling the skies with peace and harmony. Still walking alone, keeping myself distant from the creatures (humans), walking towards the sun, healing my soul, and achieving the dream.
    Breaking free from the darkness, that painted my life with sadness and depression for years, but how long will it be before it finds me again…

    “There Is Still Hope”

  • Spells And Hope

    T.W.O.T.E

    “I have written this short article when they were about to put me under their spell; however, I have managed to break the spell  and escape from their cruelty with the my only strength, hope.”

    They have criticized me, making me look like a coward, but I am not feeling sad nor have I ever hated anyone, it is just that I lost hope in the cruel creatures, they have disappointed me many times.

     

    They say that I am rude, just for giving my opinion, but I will not give up until I prove my point, which you will find out in the near future.

     

     

    My life is mine to choose what path I shall take, I do not require your approval or anyone else’s for that matter, stay away from me.

     

     

     

     

     

  • A Life Of Misery (TWOTE)

    This is a different post, a post build upon my true feelings and pain, I can no longer look at myself, without feeling disgusted, because when I succumbed to the darkness, I have made a promise that I shall never ever show my true colours to anyone, deceiving everyone around me with a fake smile upon my face, and constantly saying I am okay.

    Since the day of moving in to my new environment (the darkness), I couldn’t feel anything but pain, convinced that it is the only way to survive upon this earth. At first I loved how I was so dark and secretive, and the only thing that they know about me is a name, that they must have forgotten since I disappeared. Looking at each one of them, with great anger, a stream of black rays revolving around my soul, trying to take over my body, I didn’t hesitate to leave the earth, for I have thought that it is the end that I have waited for. Thrown on the ground by a guy with red aura shining so bright that for a second I thought that it is emitting heat, lectured and tortured by him, and finally it combined with my soul.

    Everyday is the same filled with sadness and depression, wandering around the country with a huge smile on my face, everyone kept their distance from me, as they thought that I was crazy and dangerous, laughing at the children when I see one, “never grow up” I shouted with a shivering voice. Deceived many with my act,  as it was the plan from the start,  trying to understand the humans and the world. Sometimes I feel as though everyone around me is a threat,and that I must leave A.S.A.P. After years of trying to make it out of the darkness, and come out to the world, and have a second chance with humans, I was disappointed as it lead me back deeper into the darkness, at that moment I have made my decision which was to stay away from the humans, chasing dreams and living my life away from the humans.

    “There Is Still Hope”

  • The Chronicles Of TWOTE

    -DEMONS AND HUMANS: Even though they are two different creatures, yet sometimes they share the same characteristics.

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    Lost on this earth, unable to keep the promise, distracted by those who tend to play and destroy on earth. In a delusion, I have been stuck, caught by the chains of the devil, and tortured by witnessing the misconduct of humans on earth. Ever since I reached the certain age where I could understand what is going on around me, the wrong crowd tend to find themselves around me. I did not say a word to them other than greeting them. After that, I was quite as if I am not there at all, soon they could not see me; distracted by their deeds of immoral nature. I was watching them studying their nature.

     

    At first, I found it to be amusing to watch them cause trouble and behave like animals but then I came to realize that they have taken their misconduct to a far new level. Witnessing what the humans have done while I was with them, watching. It haunted me for years feeling guilty for what they have caused on this earth, finally I have decided to lock myself, and I have ordered the chains to restrain me from the world. It was the only way to end the sequence of their misconduct, as I assumed that it was my fault that they have awakened their immoral behaviour; however, in different parts of the earth, the humans were still causing trouble, destroying everything in their way.

     

    I hasten to assume that it was my fault, hence why I declared  myself to be the devil, for what I did was unforgivable, I can never forgive myself for what I did; I never tried to stop them but instead I watched them until they became pure evil. Therefore, I took it upon myself to gain knowledge and discover what lies hidden in this universe. I wandered the earth discovering and experiencing new things, hoping that one day I will understand life.

     

    “There Is Still Hope”

     

  • The Pit

    Here I am once again distracted from the final goal, events that forces me to postpone my dreams and life. Forced to leave my self, my true identity and soul in order to please them creatures.

    We live in a world of sadness, living by the principles of a herd, following instead of creating our own path. Damned by the traditions that filled our heads with negativity and extracted our own creativity and dreams, leaving us confused and lost in this universe.

    Planning to get out of this pit, climbing the walls and every obstacle that is in my way, hoping to be free again, chasing my dreams and walking on my path.

    “THERE IS STILL HOPE”

  • Wanderer

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    Sleepless nights, tired of thinking about what lies ahead, beyond the present. In a journey to understand what really matters in life. As I walk upon this earth trying to comprehend what really cannot be comprehended, my soul travels through the emptiness of my heart seeking answers to help me reach clarity.

    Creatures whom I have distanced myself from have gained my trust once again, yet in doubt I shall remain, for I have experienced a lot of betrayals, so I have learned that I must not expect anything from them creatures; it is the only way to survive. Clutching the ropes of hope firmly to survive in this darkness that is so drastic.

    In a village that I took shelter in, I have come across humans whom are on a journey using only their souls, this type of journey is considered to be extremely dangerous, for it can cost your life if you get stuck in between reality and the realm where spirits and monsters walk the earth.

    Resting my weary head to regain my strength; so that I can continue my journey. Looking at the stars as I try to sleep, for it fills me with hope and it makes me look forward to watching them again the next day, as it is the only thing that keeps me alive other than hope.

    “There Is Still Hope”

  • Lessons From The Past

    The rain washed the pain away, and the days helped in forgetting the sadness. When the sun rises and the heart is filled with hope, and you are able to move on, this is the true strength.

     

    An event so cruel that could ruin your life, if you were not strong. The sadness from such an unfortunate event will haunt you in your dreams until you lose hope, and then you will surrender to the darkness that will capture your soul and torture it. While being imprisoned by the darkness, your conscience will fade away, you will forget all the facial expression. You can break the chains and destroy the darkness, but only if you have the strength to let go, and move on.

     

    So do not let the past hold you back from living your life, continue your journey on this earth. It is just a lesson, you have to learn from it and move on with your life, it is not a the end of the world, do not tend to overthink things, keep on living..

    “There Is Still Hope”

  • The Chase 

    They have been watching, following me where ever I go, throwing their chains at me thinking that this act will stop me.

    I have been on the path, chasing the dreams, meeting new friends along the way. Although it is never easy to reach your destination, which in my case is the final goal, but there will always be a way. You just have to work hard and believe and above all do not give up.

     

    They are chasing me, warning me about the future that is yet to happen. If you are afraid of challenges then you should lock yourself up in a room, because this world is full of obstacles and I am afraid that you will find it difficult to survive. Life is full of adventures, that will teach you great lessons, but first you must have a goal.

    “There Is Still Hope”

  • A Case Of Schizophrenia

    It started again, the voices in my head, are disturbing me, causing me to lose control. It has been awakened, the voices that will poison my soul, and ruin my heart. Voices that will create conflict between my heart and mind.

    Closing my eyes trying to deal with these voices that are ripping me apart, rapid stream of emotions clashing upon my heart, feeling overwhelmed, bursting into tears and laughing simultaneously. Confused, whether I am mad or not, looking at myself in the mirror, surprised to see that my reflection is the demon within me. It has escaped from its cage, the demon is loose, it is taking over my body.

    Opposite personalities in one body, battling each other in order to take control over my body, who am I ?

    “There Is Still Hope”

  • I Miss You

    Days have passed, without any pain or misery. As I try to remember what the thing that I have missed is, and that is making me feel weird, I am lost yet again. Entered my mind seeking the stripe of memories, to find out that you are the only one in it. All the memories that I have shared with my friends and family have disappeared, replaced to be exact, by the only person that matters to me.

     

    Although my heart has suffered from your actions, but for some reason it is still in love with you, my mind on the other hand lies and covers up the truth, so that I would not hate you. I moved on, and I have chosen my partner to accompany me through my journey, but there is always a place for you in my heart.

     

    Driving away with the most beautiful, yet dangerous creature that I have ever known. It keeps my secrets and contains my story…

    “There Is Still Hope”