The Journey 596

Category: DARKNESS

  • Interviewing A Patient

    The years have past, I remember it like it was yesterday being taken away by the darkness and the evil within.

    The state which I am in is worst than it used to be, I used to have a shadow to talk with and complain about how the earth have treated me over the years, but now I have lost my shadow, I have fallen deeper into the darkness, surprised by the fact that all the people that were once by my side have turned their backs on me, forgotten and ignored like always, I am used to being all alone with no humans around, for I have friends from different species that no one can see or hear, from beasts to monsters, magicians and my closest friends, Demons.

    Walking around trying to hide from the human beings, my thoughts echoing in my head, dreadful ideas on how to survive this cruel earth, trying to hold myself from doing anything stupid, anything that I will regret in the future. The best decision that I have taken so far is to stay away from humans and stay all alone by myself with my thoughts roaming around in my head. Twisted and unstable as me the boy with no shadow nor a soul, witnessed a lot from this earth.

     

    “There Is Still Hope”

     

  • Heart Of Souls

    With all the planning and thoughts that I have, and the path that I have chosen, you think that I have found what I am looking for, and what I really want to do in life, yet sometimes I find myself lost.

    It happenes every now and then, scrumbling my brain, stopping the stream of thoughts from making it out of my brain safe. The years have passed, time can never be stopped, trying to go back in time to choose the right choices from the begining, instead of making mistakes and convincing yourself that mistakes are meant to happen so that you can learn and do better. I used to think that finding your soul is the key to finding who you really are, and what is your purpose in this life. Finding ones soul is not necessarily the key to finding who you really are and what is your purpose in life, because doubts will always try to push you away fom what you have found trying to make you lose hope. Demons, negative humans and doubts have one thing in common they all have the power to crush your dreams, and make you feel hopeless and sad.

    Knowing not so much about souls, not having a clue what I really am, lost in darkness, I try to understand and comprehend this form, the form of ourselves that we cant really see. I started to realize that bodies are just costumes, we try and lie about who we really are its easier this way, not knowing our true colors, whos evil and whos good, whos really kind and whos pretending to be kind.

    Overlooking the humans complex body and organs, the soul is hidden inside of us, no one seems to be intrested in the soul, why is that?. Have you ever heard the phrase ” CHANGE OF HEART” its your soul, trying to guide you through this life making you either a righteous human or an evil human.

    “There Is Still Hope”

  • A Desperate Call For Help

    In movies and TV shows they have portrayed a friend as the person who is there for you always no matter what the circumstances are, he is always there to help you, guide you, and make you choose the correct choices.

    While in real life they do not exist, the majority of people in our society care only about their own selfish desires and needs, making it easier for them to betray you. Money destroyed our morality and manners, or what is left of it. A Wiseman have gained respect and knowledge not because of who he is or what family does he belong to, but for the greater good, to make a change in our miserable world, hopefully making it a better world. We have reached a certain level of stupidity that caused us to ignore the consequences of our own actions, simply like the warning label on a pack of cigarettes, knowing what damages that it can cause to ones body, yet people smoke.

    Everyday meetings are being held in the name of peace, ruining the meaning the it has, poor countries are being destroyed and innocent people are being killed daily around the world. A meeting is made in order to bring peace to this hopeless earth, why waste your time in making these meeting” if the solution is not yet to be found?”. Instead of being selfish and wanting to control the whole world, form a treaty with all the countries on this earth, band all weapons or simply destroy all existing weapons on this earth. The solution is in your hands from the beginning and not using it can mean only one thing, GREED.

  • An Orphan 

    In our beloved earth everything seems to have been created in pairs from trees to animals and humans. In every species upon this earth you will find a family. Being born into a world not knowing where are you from nor where your parents at, harsh and difficult as it is, some poor kids can’t make through and will eventually suicide.

    I am inviting you to witness the survival of an orphan kid, who at a young age had only one goal in life, which was to never repeat the mistakes that were made by his biological parents. Life to him seemed like a bumpy road, struggling at school, trying to achieve better grades in order to ensure his future. Orphans are treated badly, not only they have to suffer emotionally and do well at school, but they have to deal with ignorant humans who think that life is all about having fun and making jokes. Adopted so many times, regularly transferred between unhumane couples who mistreat him, making him a slave for their own selfish and sick desires. Social workers tried to help, but it seemed like their magic can be stopped by a green curse. Poor kid had no one to turn to and no friends to hang out with, the only thing he had was a notebook and a pencil, which he used to let all the anger and hate out of his soul, creating a book filled with darkness. Writing his own biography, that is filled with hurt, depression and sadness. Reaching a certain age the poor boy stopped writing and left the earth, hopefully to a better place than earth. Years have past since the poor boy died, his book was found by a journalist who just rented the poor boys room, he was kind enough to publish the poor boys biography and titled it “The Book Of The Dammed”.
    ” There Is Still Hope “

  • A Case Of Illness

    I was the kid that no one liked. loneliness have striked me at a young age, loving the darkness and shadows, not socializing with anyone. I have created my own friends, friends that I can only see, I adopted a demon, raised it as one of my own, but as it grew up, I noticed that it was shaking whenever I make a conversation with it, and soon ran away leaving me alone.

    Growing up alone you have to have survival skills in order to survive in this world, a case of schizophrenia, feeling obssessed and mad. Hallucinations about the friends that I never had, everybody seems to like me, scared and paranoid, I closed my eyes, whispering that non of this is real, but that didnt work, I can feel their hands on my head, neck, and face. Soon these hallucinations started to get scarier and feel real day by day, searching for a place to hide from the hallucinations seems impossible.

    Taking medications for years, nothing have changed, the hallucinations never stops, my room that was once filled with video games, and other electronic devices became white and empty, the wall and the floor seems so soft like a pillow, I was given a robe that restrained me from using my hands, like a dog in a cage.

  • Abused By Earth

    Living in earth can be really hard sometimes, frustrated about how your life is rotating making you suffer everyday for the things you have made in the past, making you feel ashamed. A  series of debates going on between the earth and I, causing me to feel uncomfortable.

    Dont I deserve a second chance? tortured not only when I am awake but also in my dreams, where the whole scenario is played over and over making me go through it all over again. I cant sleep anymore, coffee is an essential for me if I am to never sleep again. Cruel earth never forgets and cant forgive anyone for his/her stupidity.

    I think I am done, I cant live like this anymore, anger is rising inside of me, commanding me to do evil, I cant take it anymore, everyday I have to go through a battle with myself in order to keep the anger burried inside of me. Although I am tryinig to do whatever I can in order to not repeat the mistake that I have done in the past, the earth seems ungreatful.

  • Rejecting Yourself

    Everybody was born with a unique personality that makes him special, as he/she is the only one who has these characteristics. In the olden days, conforming was the issue for these unique personalities to disappear, but in the modern days conforming have evolved into being a copycat.

    In my journey I have seen so many unusual things but not as twisted as this one, everybody tries to copy a famous character, trying to be him/her in every detail, it did not stop their some of them did a plastic surgery in order to look like their role models. The famous characters are being themselves they do not act to be someone else; you are in love with them because they are unique and not like everyone else.

    Be yourself, having a role model does not mean that you should copy everything that the do, a role model is a person that you think is successful, learn from their mistakes and build on them in order to be successful.

  • Beyond Death

    A body is a complex thing, with all the organs, blood and water that flow throughout our body, there is a thing in all of us, a thing that keeps us alive, the soul.

    Separating us from death is a thin layer, or thread, if it was to be torn, we will no longer be of this earth. A soul is not yet classified, as soon as the soul leaves our body, darkness shall come, we no longer have the ability to walk upon this earth, we are taken to a place which lies between our world and the life of eternity. A place where everything will be revealed, some will be punished for their crimes, and the others will live peacefully as a reward for the good deeds that they have done when they were alive. Until the day comes, where the end starts, every living organisms upon this earth will die on the first blow, then they shall be resurrected in the second blow to witness the apocalypse.

     

    Many have tried to discover the soul, but there attempts where disappointing. We humans lack the knowledge, we were given a tiny spoon of knowledge, there are many more things that exists  around us but we have not yet found a way to notice them , you can say that I am a bit superstitious, but this world is filled with a lot of great wicked creatures, that once roamed the earth.

    “Is There Any Hope?”

     

     

  • How is life ?

    How is life? is a question that I get a lot from everyone that I used to know. Do you really care about me? because last time I checked you all left me and hated me for no reason. I lived through hell and drowned in my own sins. My head is messed up, I see things that I am not suppose to see, life drops all of the obstacles in front of me, soon my dreams became a history.

    A curse that I brought upon myself when I chose to be alone is that I hear people scream cry and shout inside my head. While you live your lives to the fullest, I lived mine as if we are in a war zone or the apocalypse, trying to survive, struggling daily to find peace, to find a way to keep them quite.

    The ocean/sea has some kind of spell that calms me down and whispers to me that everything will be fine. The darkness my beloved saviour helped me during my depression and helped me to control the evil inside of me.

    “There Is Still Hope”

  • The Apocalypse

    I have committed a lot of sins, I don’t want to live anymore, everything seems wrong to me, I find it difficult to live in this world.

    In a job interview they will ask you a question that says “where do you see yourself in the next 5 or 10 years” how am I suppose to know?

    This life is a mystery, not yet discovered, from the majestic blue seas to the beautiful skies, there are great wonders, wonders that cannot be explained, how magnificent it is to see a civilization that existed hundred thousand years ago with a technology that is impossible to have been created with such limited resources but they managed somehow. You just have to work hard, and everything else will will just figure it’s way through.

    ” There is Still Hope”