The Journey 596

Category: DARKNESS

  • The Chase 

    They have been watching, following me where ever I go, throwing their chains at me thinking that this act will stop me.

    I have been on the path, chasing the dreams, meeting new friends along the way. Although it is never easy to reach your destination, which in my case is the final goal, but there will always be a way. You just have to work hard and believe and above all do not give up.

     

    They are chasing me, warning me about the future that is yet to happen. If you are afraid of challenges then you should lock yourself up in a room, because this world is full of obstacles and I am afraid that you will find it difficult to survive. Life is full of adventures, that will teach you great lessons, but first you must have a goal.

    “There Is Still Hope”

  • A Case Of Schizophrenia

    It started again, the voices in my head, are disturbing me, causing me to lose control. It has been awakened, the voices that will poison my soul, and ruin my heart. Voices that will create conflict between my heart and mind.

    Closing my eyes trying to deal with these voices that are ripping me apart, rapid stream of emotions clashing upon my heart, feeling overwhelmed, bursting into tears and laughing simultaneously. Confused, whether I am mad or not, looking at myself in the mirror, surprised to see that my reflection is the demon within me. It has escaped from its cage, the demon is loose, it is taking over my body.

    Opposite personalities in one body, battling each other in order to take control over my body, who am I ?

    “There Is Still Hope”

  • It Is An Adventure.

    Creating my path, moving towards the final goal, a promise that was made by my sad and lonely soul that I shall move on and never look back. Facing every obstacle that comes in my way, thinking only about my happiness, while helping and caring for the lost and the weak. Not trusting anyone along the way, I am traveling with my secrets, experiencing the nature that is not been touched nor harmed.

     

    Do not expect anything from anyone, or else you will suffer miserably. I will not force anyone to love me. If you love me for who I am, I will be grateful and love you back, otherwise do not you dare cross my path, or you shall see the true darkness that I have endured over the years.

     

    Determined to achieve my goals, battling through life to experience and learn new things, it is an adventure, an ongoing story about my life.

    “There Is Still Hope”

  • Overthinking

    Accumulating thoughts, about every event that has already happened and what is going to happen, stunned at how I am just stuck in the middle of the path, not being able to move ahead. Observing the past, and looking at where I am now, I have come a long way, facing the obstacles and trying as hard as I can to overcome anything that comes between us.

    Thinking a lot, not being able to rest, I am paralyzed, overwhelmed by the thoughts that my mind generates rapidly. Trying to move on with my journey towards the final goal, but I cannot proceed, not in this state. I think it is because of someone that is trying to fix the past, trying to gain my trust again, after everything that they have caused to my heart and soul. Many chances I have given, but you all have decided to let me down.

    From what I have experienced in life, the events that caused misery and sadness upon my soul, it is hard for me to trust anyone again. The thoughts are slowly decreasing allowing my brain to grasp everything. Wandering on the path, heading towards a new adventure, my journey continues on this earth.

    “There Is Still Hope”

     

  • A Glance From The Past

    My happiness, I have found you at last, I was lost without you, alone roaming the earth, without a plan nor a cause.  Everything around me seems to be hard to comprehend. Closing my eyes not to sleep, but to think about life and myself.

     

    Weary head and damaged soul. I have searched for you all over the globe, followed the clues until I came to realize that you were there all along, but in another adventure with someone else. You whispered that everything is going to be fine, you just have to believe in yourself you said, without knowing that you are the one that I need in order to survive.

     

    Leaving the past and locking the doors. Walking on my path, exploring the earth, while heading towards the final goal.

    “There Is Still Hope”

     

     

  • I Miss You

    Days have passed, without any pain or misery. As I try to remember what the thing that I have missed is, and that is making me feel weird, I am lost yet again. Entered my mind seeking the stripe of memories, to find out that you are the only one in it. All the memories that I have shared with my friends and family have disappeared, replaced to be exact, by the only person that matters to me.

     

    Although my heart has suffered from your actions, but for some reason it is still in love with you, my mind on the other hand lies and covers up the truth, so that I would not hate you. I moved on, and I have chosen my partner to accompany me through my journey, but there is always a place for you in my heart.

     

    Driving away with the most beautiful, yet dangerous creature that I have ever known. It keeps my secrets and contains my story…

    “There Is Still Hope”

  • Recent Events

    Everything is going to be fine, I whispered as I continued walking on the path that I have chosen. Thank you for taking part in my journey, this is not goodbye, because I am sure that we will meet again, at some point in life.

    I am moving on with my journey, a few more miles and I will reach the ocean of knowledge. Upon arrival, something strange happened to me, I felt as though I have missed something, I wondered for a while, and then proceeded towards the hall of Myths and Legends. Diving into the mythical creatures and legends of humans who once roamed the earth, was very helpful, I have acquired the journal, now I must continue my way towards the final goal.

    The night is crawling in and the light has slowly disappeared, I am fine, I muttered continuously until I fell asleep.

     

     

  • History Of The Heart

    In silence, we try to hide our pain, fabricating the reality that we are living in,  just so that we can survive. Moving on seems to be a simple task , but one must go through a series of phases in order move on, which are denial, anger, depression, and finally acceptance.Love is a spell, if it is done correctly it will be a gift, but if it is not it will be a curse.

    A heart that I must put together daily, so fragile and weak. I never cared about any human other than you. You said dreams do not come true, while mine was to speak to you. Cruel creatures trying to awaken my hatred with their actions, but that is not going to happen, because I do not care anymore, besides I think hatred is a weakness.

    Feeling vulnerable, I must retreat for I need to regain my energy so that I can move on with my journey, the journey of 596….

    “There Is Still Hope”

  • The End ?

    Writing a story is great when you actually know how it ends, but sometimes finding an ending for a story can be hard, the writers go through a tough time choosing the perfect ending in order to present to us their masterpiece.

     

    I have started writing my story not so long ago, hoping that it will be of use to those who are lost in the future. Sharing tips based on my experience, on how to survive in this world. A blog that contains my thoughts on life, and how I turned the anger and sadness into stories and thoughts. Pouring my feelings and emotions into words and sentences helped me figure a way out of my misery.

     

    As for how my journey shall end, I have not thought about it yet, but I know that reaching my final goal is not the end of my story, because to me everyday is a new adventure.

     

     

     

    “There Is Still Hope”

  • Unlocking My Mind

    My mind, where the thoughts and imaginations flow accordingly, has somehow collapsed, leaving it empty. The feeling of being unable to complete a task this simple, disturbs my existence, I cannot imagine, literally.

    Closing my eyes, concentrating on unleashing a thought, but without any progress. My life turned upside down, I cannot build up a single thought in my mind, even the imaginations flew out of my head, I have become dull and the worst part is that I am stuck in reality. Being calm and not thinking about the problem helped a lot in recovering my mind, now that I am back to normal, I am entering the darkness to check upon the memories to see what caused this to happen.

    You can overcome anything only if you want to, and you must work hard to unlock your potential.

    “There Is Still Hope”