The Journey 596

Category: DARKNESS

  • Be Ready !

    Planning is required in this universe, everyone plans whether it is for work or life, and you must have some sort of plan in order to survive in this planet.

     

    Planning is the key to achieving wonders, because you are ready, you will be able to overcome the obstacles, therefore you will reach your goal. At this point  you cannot be stopped, you are focused on your goal, and you will keep on moving forward until you fulfill your goals.

     

     

    Do not let anyone hold you back, unleash your potential, create your own path, and accomplish your goals, even if it means to be alone…

     

     

    “There Is Still Hope”

     

     

  • Dying Is Just An Adventure

    There is a lump in my chest; the doctors say that I will be dying, since it has already spread in my body, but with a smile, I said, “When can I leave earth, and start my new adventure?”

     

    Fooling everyone with my funny personality and sarcastic soul, to conceal the sad truth about my dying soul. It is so painful when you cover up your true feelings with a smile, but at the same time, it is a blessing, for it will make you stronger, and you will learn to move on and be happy in the process.

     

     

    Saying my last words with a sarcastic tone, “who’s ready to finally move on?”

     

    “There Is Still Hope”

  • The Vision Of Truth

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    A terrible night, I could not sleep, the headache was unbearable, I tried walking, but the earth seems to be unstable, it is shaking, is it an earthquake? I panicked and collapsed on the floor. 

    Waking up to the truth, the deeds that we have forgotten, my vision has changed, the majority of humans have turned into bodies of fire, the houses are bursting into flames, the humans are not aware of the truth. Is it true, that we are doomed? Trying to act normal around the humans, scared and nervous, but I managed to adapt to their new appearance, as if their old appearance was not scary enough.
     

    The cemetery was the safest spot, the creatures never get close, they are afraid to leave, clutching onto life with everything that they have got, but they cannot escape death, a road that we will eventually have to cross someday. 

                        “There Is Still Hope”

  • Fighting My Own Mind !

    This way the creature said pointing towards the room that I will be living in for the rest of my life, in the sanatorium. How easy it is for the creatures to describe my situation as an illness, and that they can cure me.

     

    An illness that requires a brain to stop working and the thoughts to stop overflowing. Closing my eyes, floating in total darkness, a voice that seemed so familiar said, “Beware of the voices, I have warned you before, but you did not listen. This is your mess; you will have to fight this alone.”

     

     

    After the second day, I can no longer tell a dream from reality, the patients around me looked like as if they have found their peace of mind, but in reality, they have lost the battle, and were defeated. The voices haunted me, trying to make me succumb, but that is not going to happen, because I never give up.

     

    Battled the voices for years, and tried everything I could to win the fight, but failed miserably. Knowing that ignoring it is not the perfect solution, but I needed some time to rest, heal the wounds, and come up with an idea to win this battle.

     

    “There Is Still Hope”

  • Dead, But Still Breathing…

    There will be no survivors, everyone is going to die, but the question is when and how.
    A man told me once that the worst thing a human being can go through is being dead, but alive. When someone is suffering from mental disorders, and life becomes a living hell, this victim of society slowly draws himself away from everyone, isolating himself from the real world, depending on his situation, he can either choose to be mad, and forget the past, while still being happy, or he can choose to suffer and experience death in its supreme power, that is to die while you are still alive.
    When your heart fails to comprehend the severe emotions, and you feel the emptiness in your body, then realizing that its where your soul used to be, you become less interested in what others think, not caring about anything or anyone. A goal to just survive until the next day, to experience far greater pain,  and waiting helplessly for it to end.
    Stay positive and live happily, it is okay to be alone, it is not the end of the world, besides, it saves you from a lot of pain.
     ” There Is Still Hope”

  • Unable To Communicate

    Isolated boy haven’t yet seen much of the world, in a house he spent his whole life, dreaming and gazing at the rays of hope. His family were his whole universe, never had he ever dreamed of a family that cares so much about him to the point where he was held a captive.

    The end of the front yard was the limit, crossing over to the next side was so terrifying and scary, that the boy tiptoes whenever he was on duty of watering the plants. “My parents aren’t the ones to blame”,  the boy screamed with anger, pushing himself away from his universe, left stranded in a whole new world, where everyone seems to be having a great time, talking to one another,  communications that seemed so easy and enjoyable. The poor outsider felt uncomfortable and nervous, walking in fear, and talking to himself, looking as though he is mad or has a mental condition.

    The pure conscience of the boy was wounded by the hatred and negativity of the community, feeling sick, couldn’t bear the pain, the poor soul cried until there is no more tears to fall, his eyes drained, and soon collapsed and the world had disappeared.

    “There Is Still Hope”

  • The Cold Storm

    You know  that you are doomed, only when the storm hits, everything becomes clear, the masks will be washed, and then you will remember that non of them really cared about you, everyone is running, trying to stay alive.

     

    You keep lying to yourself that somebody, anybody shall come and save you from your misery, whispering to yourself that everything shall be fine. The humans are cold, even though you try to be happy, they will always find a way to make your life  miserable, friends and family that you thought will always be around to help you, will soon start to forget about you, erasing you completely from their memory.

     

    Loneliness, you only choose this path to either  feel safe, or to think about everything around you, deleting everyone from your life, and keeping only the happy memories to remember when you are sad.

     

     

     

     

  • Drifting Away…

    Climbing down the stairs to meet the darkness yet again, but this time I cannot feel anything, with a smile that I shall force upon my face to deceive my enemies “sadness and loneliness”.

    My life has become a maze, everything is out of control, this is not what I have planned for, shall I be okay with it, or must I feel sad, for the situation that I was put on, like a crossroad, it drained my happiness and sadness, leaving me with no feelings at all.

    I wrote about everything that I believe in, and everything that have created mixed emotions upon my soul. I do not know what have happened to me, is it my voice that cannot be heard, or is it because of the lack of determination that have caused yet another agony. Coming to think of whether I should be alive, or dead, is it worth it, to live in a world where you just do not care anymore.

    The voices have faded, disappeared, leaving me all alone, helpless, just like friends that never happened, it is a mess, admitting that everything has drifted away from the path that I have built for my future. 

    A change is not a bad thing, but at the same time it has its challenges, no matter where I shall be in life, I will always know how to move on, and accept what has become and what will be.

    “There Is Still Hope”

  • The Tale Of Planet Earth

    Gazing at the earth from a place beyond the sky and space, looking at its shape, and how it alternates between day and night. Moving as far as possible, to witness something miraculous, a white lake filled with huge stars and planets, revolving in order.

    What a beautiful place earth is, when the sun sets and the night crawls in, it radiates, forming a work of art, a masterpiece, a view so magnificent that it fills your heart with peace, harmony, and love. Looking at things from its cover can sometimes be deceiving, did not we ever learn to not judge a book by its cover ?

    As I got closer to the milky way, the planets were all dead, no form of life is left, except for the humans on planet earth, scared and shocked on how did they reach their fate. Passing by Mars, and heading towards earth, which is 54.6  million kilometers away, it is so far and tiring.

    Finally entering earths atmosphere, everything that was so miraculous and amazing vanished, it faded away, as I entered the troposphere, now I can see how these planets ended up with no form of life on it, were they destroyed, or were they the cause of their own extinction. Pollution is poisoning our air, soon the disease will spread all over the earth, killing every form of life. Have not we learned from the books that we have read about the epidemic of infectious diseases that have spread over the years.

    May the earth be safe from the sins of mankind…

    “There Is Still Hope”

  • A Letter Of Reassurance

    Dear Me,

    I hope that you will find this letter to be comforting and amusing, for the purpose that you have failed to complete, and the dreams that you soon gave up on. A mindset that destroyed who you really are, pushed around by everyone for the sake of the future that is yet to be known, weak and pathetic as you are, never should have been alive, but somehow you managed to survive.

    Hiding in the shadows of cruel creatures who act as though they care about your dreams and future, claiming that everything that they have done was all to ensure your future, stupid as you are, you soon believed and you were about to let go of everything that you have worked for. Hoping that you did not forget about the journal that started pulling you out of the darkness and placing you in your true self, finally you have gleamed. Shining the light on the truth that was concealed, realizing how you were deceived by those cruel people.

    Then you have started to grow, creating your own path, making the choices that suits you the best, setting goals, challenging yourself to reach the final goal. You walked on this road to achieve your dream and eventually reach the final goal. You refused to enter the darkness again, for you were walking in your own path, you are the leader of this journey, your decision is the only decision that counts, because it is your life after all.

    “There Is Still Hope”