The Journey 596

Category: demons

  • An Orphan 

    In our beloved earth everything seems to have been created in pairs from trees to animals and humans. In every species upon this earth you will find a family. Being born into a world not knowing where are you from nor where your parents at, harsh and difficult as it is, some poor kids can’t make through and will eventually suicide.

    I am inviting you to witness the survival of an orphan kid, who at a young age had only one goal in life, which was to never repeat the mistakes that were made by his biological parents. Life to him seemed like a bumpy road, struggling at school, trying to achieve better grades in order to ensure his future. Orphans are treated badly, not only they have to suffer emotionally and do well at school, but they have to deal with ignorant humans who think that life is all about having fun and making jokes. Adopted so many times, regularly transferred between unhumane couples who mistreat him, making him a slave for their own selfish and sick desires. Social workers tried to help, but it seemed like their magic can be stopped by a green curse. Poor kid had no one to turn to and no friends to hang out with, the only thing he had was a notebook and a pencil, which he used to let all the anger and hate out of his soul, creating a book filled with darkness. Writing his own biography, that is filled with hurt, depression and sadness. Reaching a certain age the poor boy stopped writing and left the earth, hopefully to a better place than earth. Years have past since the poor boy died, his book was found by a journalist who just rented the poor boys room, he was kind enough to publish the poor boys biography and titled it “The Book Of The Dammed”.
    ” There Is Still Hope “

  • A Case Of Illness

    I was the kid that no one liked. loneliness have striked me at a young age, loving the darkness and shadows, not socializing with anyone. I have created my own friends, friends that I can only see, I adopted a demon, raised it as one of my own, but as it grew up, I noticed that it was shaking whenever I make a conversation with it, and soon ran away leaving me alone.

    Growing up alone you have to have survival skills in order to survive in this world, a case of schizophrenia, feeling obssessed and mad. Hallucinations about the friends that I never had, everybody seems to like me, scared and paranoid, I closed my eyes, whispering that non of this is real, but that didnt work, I can feel their hands on my head, neck, and face. Soon these hallucinations started to get scarier and feel real day by day, searching for a place to hide from the hallucinations seems impossible.

    Taking medications for years, nothing have changed, the hallucinations never stops, my room that was once filled with video games, and other electronic devices became white and empty, the wall and the floor seems so soft like a pillow, I was given a robe that restrained me from using my hands, like a dog in a cage.

  • Rejecting Yourself

    Everybody was born with a unique personality that makes him special, as he/she is the only one who has these characteristics. In the olden days, conforming was the issue for these unique personalities to disappear, but in the modern days conforming have evolved into being a copycat.

    In my journey I have seen so many unusual things but not as twisted as this one, everybody tries to copy a famous character, trying to be him/her in every detail, it did not stop their some of them did a plastic surgery in order to look like their role models. The famous characters are being themselves they do not act to be someone else; you are in love with them because they are unique and not like everyone else.

    Be yourself, having a role model does not mean that you should copy everything that the do, a role model is a person that you think is successful, learn from their mistakes and build on them in order to be successful.

  • Beyond Death

    A body is a complex thing, with all the organs, blood and water that flow throughout our body, there is a thing in all of us, a thing that keeps us alive, the soul.

    Separating us from death is a thin layer, or thread, if it was to be torn, we will no longer be of this earth. A soul is not yet classified, as soon as the soul leaves our body, darkness shall come, we no longer have the ability to walk upon this earth, we are taken to a place which lies between our world and the life of eternity. A place where everything will be revealed, some will be punished for their crimes, and the others will live peacefully as a reward for the good deeds that they have done when they were alive. Until the day comes, where the end starts, every living organisms upon this earth will die on the first blow, then they shall be resurrected in the second blow to witness the apocalypse.

     

    Many have tried to discover the soul, but there attempts where disappointing. We humans lack the knowledge, we were given a tiny spoon of knowledge, there are many more things that exists  around us but we have not yet found a way to notice them , you can say that I am a bit superstitious, but this world is filled with a lot of great wicked creatures, that once roamed the earth.

    “Is There Any Hope?”

     

     

  • How is life ?

    How is life? is a question that I get a lot from everyone that I used to know. Do you really care about me? because last time I checked you all left me and hated me for no reason. I lived through hell and drowned in my own sins. My head is messed up, I see things that I am not suppose to see, life drops all of the obstacles in front of me, soon my dreams became a history.

    A curse that I brought upon myself when I chose to be alone is that I hear people scream cry and shout inside my head. While you live your lives to the fullest, I lived mine as if we are in a war zone or the apocalypse, trying to survive, struggling daily to find peace, to find a way to keep them quite.

    The ocean/sea has some kind of spell that calms me down and whispers to me that everything will be fine. The darkness my beloved saviour helped me during my depression and helped me to control the evil inside of me.

    “There Is Still Hope”

  • The Apocalypse

    I have committed a lot of sins, I don’t want to live anymore, everything seems wrong to me, I find it difficult to live in this world.

    In a job interview they will ask you a question that says “where do you see yourself in the next 5 or 10 years” how am I suppose to know?

    This life is a mystery, not yet discovered, from the majestic blue seas to the beautiful skies, there are great wonders, wonders that cannot be explained, how magnificent it is to see a civilization that existed hundred thousand years ago with a technology that is impossible to have been created with such limited resources but they managed somehow. You just have to work hard, and everything else will will just figure it’s way through.

    ” There is Still Hope”

  • Wrath

    I have been able to defeat the demons in me somehow, but the past seems to be unforgotten, every time I close my eyes I remember the demons curving their marks on my body, forcing me to drink their blood, trying to make me one of them.

    Years of battle with the demons in me, I managed to learn dark secrets from them, unfortunately when I broke the chains, the seals were broken at the same time, unleashing evil spirits into our world.

    Walking in the shadows is not the same anymore,  its not quite as it used to be, I know that demons and spirits exist in the shadows, I can feel their presence but I never thought that I can hear and understand them. Hearing the demons rejecting me as I was not born a demon, I am a hybrid.

    I have been rejected twice, humans because I was filled with darkness and evil, yet I never unleashed my wrath upon them, and the demons because I was not a pure demon.

    It seems to me that the past can never be forgotten, it can only be repeated to remind you of who you are.

    Staying in the shadows will not work anymore, where shall I go to find peace?. I will not hide anymore, I will show the world the true darkness that I have been keeping away, trying to control such evil within me is not easy at all, I am sick of these insects so called humans who speak about peace when they are destroying each others nation, killing innocent people.

    Patience my insects, you shall witness the darkness that I was born with, the evil in me which I was trying to hide and control, thinking that between all these insects there are righteous human beings, but I was wrong, they do not exist anymore. They have died trying to fix their race trying to form amends with one another, but they could not.

    “Patience My Insects”

  • Living In The darkness

    have you ever felt how lonely one could be, when there is no one talk to, no friends to help you no nothing, the world has changed as I grew older the worlds light starts to fade until I found myself in a world where some people will destroy, demolish or even eliminate the poor to collect money .

    I used to think of this world as a vacation and someday I’ll go back home in the grave buried deep down under the ground where I started the journey and where ill end.

    Now I started to realize that the world is just a journey one takes through life, you just have to accept it to gain its trust dont listen to what people say to you they are just trying to control you use you like a puppet. In this life dont choose one over the other think only about your self dont think about others(i mean dont get involved in peoples business), but if ones life is in danger dont think just react and by react i mean to help him/her.

    “There is still hope”