The Journey 596

Category: drifting

  • Spells And Hope

    T.W.O.T.E

    “I have written this short article when they were about to put me under their spell; however, I have managed to break the spell  and escape from their cruelty with the my only strength, hope.”

    They have criticized me, making me look like a coward, but I am not feeling sad nor have I ever hated anyone, it is just that I lost hope in the cruel creatures, they have disappointed me many times.

     

    They say that I am rude, just for giving my opinion, but I will not give up until I prove my point, which you will find out in the near future.

     

     

    My life is mine to choose what path I shall take, I do not require your approval or anyone else’s for that matter, stay away from me.

     

     

     

     

     

  • Chaos In My Head

    T.W.O.T.E

    October 26th 
    I no longer can tolerate what is going on inside my head, it is crowded, I am screaming inside my head as every thought I had is being processed all at once by my weary brain.

    I can change feelings in an instant, as every feeling is waiting for the right moment to be unleashed, or rather triggered by something/someone, although it may sound like chaos; however it saved me countless of times from being pushed around and being someone whom I am not.

    Surprised  by the fact that I am not the only one who is trying to stay away from the humans; they are also trying to stay away from me. Going back through the books that were written, trying to understand the reason that lead them to distance themselves from me, sadly this does not upset me at all, as this will make me happier than ever: staying away from them cruel creatures. 

  • A Life Of Misery (TWOTE)

    This is a different post, a post build upon my true feelings and pain, I can no longer look at myself, without feeling disgusted, because when I succumbed to the darkness, I have made a promise that I shall never ever show my true colours to anyone, deceiving everyone around me with a fake smile upon my face, and constantly saying I am okay.

    Since the day of moving in to my new environment (the darkness), I couldn’t feel anything but pain, convinced that it is the only way to survive upon this earth. At first I loved how I was so dark and secretive, and the only thing that they know about me is a name, that they must have forgotten since I disappeared. Looking at each one of them, with great anger, a stream of black rays revolving around my soul, trying to take over my body, I didn’t hesitate to leave the earth, for I have thought that it is the end that I have waited for. Thrown on the ground by a guy with red aura shining so bright that for a second I thought that it is emitting heat, lectured and tortured by him, and finally it combined with my soul.

    Everyday is the same filled with sadness and depression, wandering around the country with a huge smile on my face, everyone kept their distance from me, as they thought that I was crazy and dangerous, laughing at the children when I see one, “never grow up” I shouted with a shivering voice. Deceived many with my act,  as it was the plan from the start,  trying to understand the humans and the world. Sometimes I feel as though everyone around me is a threat,and that I must leave A.S.A.P. After years of trying to make it out of the darkness, and come out to the world, and have a second chance with humans, I was disappointed as it lead me back deeper into the darkness, at that moment I have made my decision which was to stay away from the humans, chasing dreams and living my life away from the humans.

    “There Is Still Hope”

  • Where Am I ?

    Here I am writing yet another story about the lost and dazzled young man, who is yet to find the purpose that will enlighten his world with great joy. Uncertain of everything in life, as everything around him follows the rules of the past. Ignorant creatures follow these rules without realizing that they exist, embedded into their minds as the order or rather the law of the universe.

     

    The same order of events they follow, and never question themselves about the path that they have followed. Ashamed of the humans who follow others, instead of creating their own path. This world has made me so confused that I no longer know who I truly am; in a society where everybody tries to implement their own teachings to one another, until some of us start to wonder and ask questions that no one knows the answer to. The ones who tend to obey have it really good, no questions asked, they just follow what others claim to be the right thing, whereas to us, we would like to understand the things which we are about to do.

     

    When they have failed to support their claims our lives fall apart, and doubt will soon catch up on us, and wreck everything that was once sane to us. So on journey to understand we have taken off, determined to learn and experience life for ourselves, to conquer the doubt, and to reveal that everyone’s path is different but they all lead to the same thing; achieving goals. Therefore, to those who tend to shatter your dreams and tend to spread negativity in your life, only listen but do not believe everything that they are saying, for their comments and cruelty can be of a great use to you on your journey to reach the final goal.

     

    “There Is Still Hope”

  • The Chronicles Of TWOTE

    -DEMONS AND HUMANS: Even though they are two different creatures, yet sometimes they share the same characteristics.

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    Lost on this earth, unable to keep the promise, distracted by those who tend to play and destroy on earth. In a delusion, I have been stuck, caught by the chains of the devil, and tortured by witnessing the misconduct of humans on earth. Ever since I reached the certain age where I could understand what is going on around me, the wrong crowd tend to find themselves around me. I did not say a word to them other than greeting them. After that, I was quite as if I am not there at all, soon they could not see me; distracted by their deeds of immoral nature. I was watching them studying their nature.

     

    At first, I found it to be amusing to watch them cause trouble and behave like animals but then I came to realize that they have taken their misconduct to a far new level. Witnessing what the humans have done while I was with them, watching. It haunted me for years feeling guilty for what they have caused on this earth, finally I have decided to lock myself, and I have ordered the chains to restrain me from the world. It was the only way to end the sequence of their misconduct, as I assumed that it was my fault that they have awakened their immoral behaviour; however, in different parts of the earth, the humans were still causing trouble, destroying everything in their way.

     

    I hasten to assume that it was my fault, hence why I declared  myself to be the devil, for what I did was unforgivable, I can never forgive myself for what I did; I never tried to stop them but instead I watched them until they became pure evil. Therefore, I took it upon myself to gain knowledge and discover what lies hidden in this universe. I wandered the earth discovering and experiencing new things, hoping that one day I will understand life.

     

    “There Is Still Hope”

     

  • The Majestic Tree Called Hope

    In a world that is inhabited by the humans and other living creatures, why is it so hard to trust anyone? Over the years, some have decided to become alone, distancing themselves from the humans, for what they have experienced in the past scarred them; therefore, it haunts them. Those, whom have distanced themselves from the world, travel physically and mentally, trying to understand and comprehend everything that goes around them.

     

    Exhausted and tired, from both their journeys. Beneath the tree of hope, they have decided to rest and regain their strengths in order to continue their journeys, hoping to reach clarity. The tree of hope is a special tree: it helps the individual to find the best temperature and weather for them, so that they can heal faster. Three hours has expired, it is time for the travellers to continue their journeys on this earth.

     

    The traveller did not notice each other on this exhausting journey; it takes all the energy you have in order to proceed. Therefore, you cannot afford to be distracted; every energy that you have is required for this journey to be a success.

    “There Is Still Hope”

  • The Pit

    Here I am once again distracted from the final goal, events that forces me to postpone my dreams and life. Forced to leave my self, my true identity and soul in order to please them creatures.

    We live in a world of sadness, living by the principles of a herd, following instead of creating our own path. Damned by the traditions that filled our heads with negativity and extracted our own creativity and dreams, leaving us confused and lost in this universe.

    Planning to get out of this pit, climbing the walls and every obstacle that is in my way, hoping to be free again, chasing my dreams and walking on my path.

    “THERE IS STILL HOPE”

  • It Is Not The End

    All of these years of battling myself, trying to escape from the choices that ruined me, and that have wronged many whom were close to me at the time, hence why I prefer to stay alone and sad, even though I complain about how hard it feels and how painful it can be sometimes.

     

    At last, I can see the light. I have been in the darkness for so long that the idea of a bright shiny light amuses me, giving me hope, a chance to start again. I have found the path that will lead me towards the final goal, the dream that I always wanted. I rose from the darkness, soaring above the mistakes that were made by the lost soul (I), gathering clues of what have went wrong and learning from the past, hoping for a better, positive future.

     

    Finally gathered, what truly matters, life is like a wire sculpture that transitions from one thing to another depending on how you look at it or to be more precise from where you look at it. Depending on your perspective live in this world. A world that I thought was cruel, which was the truth at the time, from when I was lost.

    “There Is Still Hope”

  • The Sun Doesn’t Shine

    It has been so long since I have written a story. All the imaginations that I once had have disappeared. Now that it is gone, life is a bit boring, since I have drifted apart from the path, or rather chose not to pursue the final goal.

     

    Here I am once again lost in this universe, wandering with the thoughts that once upon a time have created a spark in my life, pushing me towards the final goal. Therefore, without a goal I wander on this earth, wondering about the purpose of it all.

     

    Clashing with my mind and heart searching for what really matters to me. I have forgotten my purpose, and so the earth became so dark, the sun rises but the rays cannot shine the world that I am currently in, it seems as though there is a layer wrapped around the earth that is preventing the light from entering the earth.

    There Is Still Hope

  • Lessons From The Past

    The rain washed the pain away, and the days helped in forgetting the sadness. When the sun rises and the heart is filled with hope, and you are able to move on, this is the true strength.

     

    An event so cruel that could ruin your life, if you were not strong. The sadness from such an unfortunate event will haunt you in your dreams until you lose hope, and then you will surrender to the darkness that will capture your soul and torture it. While being imprisoned by the darkness, your conscience will fade away, you will forget all the facial expression. You can break the chains and destroy the darkness, but only if you have the strength to let go, and move on.

     

    So do not let the past hold you back from living your life, continue your journey on this earth. It is just a lesson, you have to learn from it and move on with your life, it is not a the end of the world, do not tend to overthink things, keep on living..

    “There Is Still Hope”