Category: FEELINGS

  • Oh Life, What Have I Become ?

    I don’t know what is happening to me, I am not the same anymore, I feel different. Everything around me is the same, but me. Life is not so promising anymore, I am not the guy that I used to be, I was able to hide my feelings from everyone, but now I am visible, everyone is looking at me feeling sorry for me, I feel so weak and pathetic.

    Dear creatures can we go back to what we used to be ? I will enter the darkness and be invisible while you continue ignoring me, it is safe this way. I am not good in sharing my feelings with anyone, so it is better for me to stay away from all of you, so that I can feel safe again.

    Vague and unclear the future may be, but with hope and a smile, you shall find a way to survive no matter what situation you are in, there is always a way. The journey continues, towards the final goal I shall walk and proceed to achieve it.

    “There Is Still Hope”

  • Truth…

    Spreading the word about the truth that is yet to be discovered about my soul, in lies it was covered, buried and hidden away from the creatures. Weak, but acting tough as if there is nothing haunting me, I wonder why I wake up everyday when the only thing that I can feel is sadness and depression.
    Slowly realizing what is really going on, pushed back towards the end of my existence, no where to run, and no where to go. Emotions poisoning my brain, irrational thoughts popping into my head, in regards my situation, it is up to me to decide weather I am going to end, or weather I continue my journey.
    With hope and dreams, I fight and I shall proceed towards the final goal……
                   “There Is Still Hope”

  • Living A Lie

    Everything is falling apart, the world is spinning, where am I, am I still alive. It is a nightmare, looking at the mirror, not being able to recognize yourself, forced to conform or else I will suffer, that is what they claim is going to happen if I standout, and just be who I am.

    Trapped in a vessel that is controlled by the creatures, manipulating and planning every move I make, this time hope seems so vague. Imprisoned in a black dome inside the vessel, emptiness is all I can see. Silence, no voices can be heard other than my own, panicking and filled with fear, I collapsed.

    Thoughts are rising, painting my life with words, that seems more like a code, secrets are about to be told, about the soul, that walked the earth. In a sphere that is so unclear, trapped with all the dreams and fear.

    “There Is Still Hope”

  • The Cursed 

    I am telling a story, of a boy from an era far beyond our on, manipulated by everyone, controlled and tricked into doing things that he didn’t actually thought of doing. Years have passed, struggling to find the true meaning of life and freedom.
    Locked himself in a room that is filled with dreams and goals, poor boy never had the chance to fulfill the dreams of his own, how can he, when he is too busy trying to please others. Lessons of life written in books filled with knowledge and tears, signed at the end with a seal from his soul. Damaged, yet determined to break the curse, he thought of a plan, which involved running away, but before even trying he knew that he couldn’t stand a chance among them cruel creatures. Stayed for ages locked in his room crying and screaming, looking at his dreams and goals, the poor soul faded, the body shrunk and the will have disappeared. Rest in peace my child you shall be avenged, only in time, when everyone can no longer see the truth.
    Giving up sometimes can really be the answer, but only for those who were controlled, it is the beginning of a new life, the path towards the final goal……

                   “There Is Still Hope”

  • The Untold Truth

    In the darkness where our eyes are incapable of witnessing the truth, the demons come so close to ones soul, screwing around and eating what is left of our sanity.

    In sins we have fallen, damaging our pure souls with our selfish actions, which ended up destroying the human race.

    Reasons and proof can no longer be used in this cruel world, it must be their eyes, they can no longer see clearly with all the greed and manipulation that is going on in this world. Demons have taken over the world, building their empire of corruption and injustice in our earth. Blood everywhere of the victims that were caught in the middle of the plans.

    In sadness the world shall be, suffering from the mistakes that they have made, wishing to have died before any of this shall happen. The ice is melting, the war is starting, and soon everything will end by the great flood, that wipes us all out of existence.

    In events that seem so familiar to mankind, yet they cannot seem to remember the past, as they fell right into the trap of their forgotten enemy ( The Devil ).

    “There Is Still Hope”

  • The Key To Happiness

    Time flies, so if you didn’t get the hang of this world, I feel sorry for you, life can be annoying sometimes, especially when you feel left out, dreaming to be someone who you are not, wanting to be like the others happy and having fun, while you are sitting in your room feeling sorry for yourself, writing and sharing with everyone your experience in sadness so lets get started, shall we?

    I have been looking at life from a perspective that makes your life miserable, it feeds you sadness and depression, and its only the start. It never ends until someone actually realizes the mistake that they have made, which is choosing this concept of living, if you are to be late, you will probably end up in a mental hospital.

    Life is happy only if you are, don’t think about what others are doing or making, start being yourself, be your own work of art, punch the walls to survive, and accomplish your goals. Be yourself, accept yourself, in order to be happy. If you are to accept who you really are, life would be a place where goals and challenges are set and to be accomplished by no one other than you. So stop thinking about what others feel about you, real friends will accept you for who you really are no matter what others feel about you.

    “There Is Still Hope”

  • An Outsider

    what I have learned over these years is that life is so simple yet it is so hard to achieve. A lot of you will disagree, and some of you think that it is maybe hard to believe that life is all about living happily and enjoying the environment while its still around.
    Loving who you really are, and accepting yourself are the two main keys, for the doors ahead of you in life. Sometimes making choices can be really be hard, with all the anxiety you get from thinking about the society, will they accept you, or will you end up an outsider like me. If you have a dream you should go for it and conquer all the obstacles in order to feel satisfied and happy, don’t give up on your dreams because of a dream crusher made you feel silly and stupid, as long as it makes you feel happy, there is nothing in this entire universe that can stop you from doing what you really love, well, except death.
    Thriving, testing your capabilities, challenging yourself to gain and achieve happiness and seeing for yourself that you can actually do it.

                        “There Is Still Hope”

  • Words Of Mass Destruction 

    This is my first time out of my room, for days I have locked myself in for what feels like a whole year, time is not fast as it suppose to be, a minute is a long 60 seconds upon which I can finish reading three chapters.

    My first destination when I got out of the house was the park that is not so far from where I live, just a 10 minutes walk. Monsters roaming all around the park, I didn’t know anything about them except that they are monsters who claim to be humane, until I was about to have a panic attack, I saw my friend who left not so long ago, but finally came back, I screamed with joy “welcome back, shadow” .

    Relieved that I had someone to turn on to in times of need for I have swore an oath that I shall never talk to any humans unless they need help. Shadow stopped for an instance at the long endless path, shivering and fading, screaming so hard as though in agony. I held its hands to comfort it, when suddenly we somehow linked together and I could feel its pain, “you are a freak”, it was these words echoing in our heads.

    – Beware of your words that you throw upon others, for they can destroy and hurt someone’s feelings.

    ” There Is Still Hope “

  • A Reminder

    Here I am reaching out to the sanity from the insanity, perhaps its still not late to save what is left of this beautiful planet.

    Monstrous Humans, cruel as ever, destroying everything on their way. We are not only inventing new technologies, but at the same time where creating new ways to end the human race, mad scientists and rulers poisoned by greed, driving us down a path, right towards extinction.  Reminding the humans to pay attention to their actions, look around and see for yourself.

    Polluted earth, inhabited by monsters so called humans, a lonely soul trying to find its way out of this earth. Trying as much as I can to leave clues, for the lonely souls, so that they can survive and find their way out.

    Take on a journey to find who you really are, experience and learn new things along the way.

    “There Is Still Hope”

  • School Of Life 

    Destiny sometimes can be cruel, destiny is the future that one person has which he never chose, it’s already chosen for you. 

    HOPE AND FAITH, are the key to live a peaceful and happy life. Waiting for others to show compassion is not the way to survive in this world, as humans mind evolved their attitude flipped and went back to the olden days where injustice and discrimination plays a great role in their daily lives. 

    A great plan to see who are your real friends, the friends that will stick around you no matter what the situation is or how bad it is, all you have to do is call them in the middle of the night and ask them to come over and explain to them how depressed you are so that they know that you are not feeling well. If they showed up and were concerned you can rely on them, if they didn’t, my friend you are alone in this life like me, all you got is your family.

                               “There is no Hope”