The Journey 596

Category: FEELINGS

  • The Apocalypse

    I have committed a lot of sins, I don’t want to live anymore, everything seems wrong to me, I find it difficult to live in this world.

    In a job interview they will ask you a question that says “where do you see yourself in the next 5 or 10 years” how am I suppose to know?

    This life is a mystery, not yet discovered, from the majestic blue seas to the beautiful skies, there are great wonders, wonders that cannot be explained, how magnificent it is to see a civilization that existed hundred thousand years ago with a technology that is impossible to have been created with such limited resources but they managed somehow. You just have to work hard, and everything else will will just figure it’s way through.

    ” There is Still Hope”

  • Wrath

    I have been able to defeat the demons in me somehow, but the past seems to be unforgotten, every time I close my eyes I remember the demons curving their marks on my body, forcing me to drink their blood, trying to make me one of them.

    Years of battle with the demons in me, I managed to learn dark secrets from them, unfortunately when I broke the chains, the seals were broken at the same time, unleashing evil spirits into our world.

    Walking in the shadows is not the same anymore,  its not quite as it used to be, I know that demons and spirits exist in the shadows, I can feel their presence but I never thought that I can hear and understand them. Hearing the demons rejecting me as I was not born a demon, I am a hybrid.

    I have been rejected twice, humans because I was filled with darkness and evil, yet I never unleashed my wrath upon them, and the demons because I was not a pure demon.

    It seems to me that the past can never be forgotten, it can only be repeated to remind you of who you are.

    Staying in the shadows will not work anymore, where shall I go to find peace?. I will not hide anymore, I will show the world the true darkness that I have been keeping away, trying to control such evil within me is not easy at all, I am sick of these insects so called humans who speak about peace when they are destroying each others nation, killing innocent people.

    Patience my insects, you shall witness the darkness that I was born with, the evil in me which I was trying to hide and control, thinking that between all these insects there are righteous human beings, but I was wrong, they do not exist anymore. They have died trying to fix their race trying to form amends with one another, but they could not.

    “Patience My Insects”

  • The Ocean

    In earth somewhere where everything seems to be blue, excited waves smacking the seawall, birds fly by waiting for their food that is cooking in the ocean, boats driven in the middle of no where at night to fish and seek adventure.

    Ocean of the dead, numerous sea organisms have washed up to shore dead. Polluting the earth in the name of evolution, lies have been said over the years. For evolutions there are consequences, precautions that we should consider before attempting to evolve.

    Different types of plastics are thrown in the sea, and other wastes are being dumped in the sea.

    “Is It The End?”

    “Is There Any Hope?”

  • The Boy With No Soul

    It really kills me when people complain about who you are, and about what you want to be, nothing seems to satisfy them. They keep on spreading negative thoughts in my head filling it with the wrong idea of life.

    That’s how I became who I am, the boy with darkness. Losing everybody around me with my suspicious attitude, keeping everybody distant.

    Growing up with that wasn’t easy, I studied my classmates instead of interacting with them. Tried so hard to impress my teachers but all of them seem to hate me for some reason.

    I’m different than the others, hated by my relatives (family).

    I guess they saw the darkness in my heart, I was called the boy with no soul, left in the middle of the road at night a dozen of times, wanting me to leave, as a kid I had to form a survival instinct, to survive, so I memorized the way back home.

    Thrown out of the house with no where to go, I wandered around the world choosing my own path in life.

    “Sheltered by darkness”

  • The Devil

    Walking upon this earth for decades, since the beginning of life humans have been manipulated by demons which are lead by the devil himself. Forcing us into making evil things, things that could destroy us all.

    The devil inside me screams so load that my ears start to bleed, my body vibrates this negative vibe that I cant seem to understand, flickering lights wherever I go. Holding onto faith, I managed to escape out of my body, a soulless body wandering in this world manipulating people into destroying each other forming chaos wherever it goes.

    Tried to warn the others about the devil and his plans, but no one seemed to care, an innocent voice echoing from far away saying ” there is no use in warning the others humans have filled their hearts with greed, envy and hatery.

    The devil stopped and started to laugh, claiming that his job has already been done for him by us humans. I was suspicious, so I asked for proof, then he started to ask me about certain countries, countries which are being destroyed, I remembered then, that in every occupation there are corrupt people,people who are only after money. Racism flooding our society with sins and inequality, are we not form the same father? are we not all connected somehow?.

    The devil vanished as there is nothing to do in this world that is already corrupted.

    “Is There Still Hope”

  • The Purpose Of It All

    Where am I, What am I, Why am I here.

    Walking down the road, in a world where everyone has their on purpose in life.

    Searching for my purpose, a grace that I lost when I came to this world.

    A weakened soul slowly dies.

     

    I was once asked, what is my purpose in life? , standing there with no answer, my brain somehow stopped responding, like in an exam when you come across a tricky question all of the things that you have studied starts to fuse together preventing you from writing the correct answer.

    Many have already found their purpose in life, like for example:

    • Doctors : To help cure from diseases.
    • Teachers: To guide the generations into being an effective individual in the society.

    How come one lives in a world, where he cant find his purpose. Feeling lost in a world where everyone shines but me, an outsider trying to conform to society but never could, for my soul has rights on me, being who I am, being my self.

    You can call me an outsider, stranger, or even weird, I wont feel bad, because it makes me special.

    My purpose in life, is yet to be discovered. My journey through this world shall reveal everything that I want to know.

    “There Is Still Hope”

  • The Day I Was Suppose To Be Happy

    On graduation day everyone feels happy and excited to move on to the next step in their life.

    Me on the other hand I just couldnt feel it, I was down, sad, depressed. I drew a smile on my face so that no one could notice how  sad I am, but here I am letting all the depression and sadness away by writing.

    Although all of my friends were around me, I felt lonely, tears formed in my eyes every time I hear them talk, every time I remember them laugh. I’m far away from my future every time I see a book, I lose focus and to succeed in school you have to be focused you have to have motivation, which I lost long time ago when you left.

    The Darkest day in my entire life of darkness was when I was rejected, the day everyone left me the day when one of my closest friends moved on and found new friends to hang out with, I felt like an old broken toy on the shelf left to collect dust and then it will end up in trash.

    With no words left to express my sadness and depression, I hope for a better future when I know that its  unlikely to happen, but that is all I got left faith and hope is whats keeping me alive.

                                                        “There Is Still Hope”

  • The Voice Of Humanity

    There are people in this world who are suffering, people who are trying to survive this world like us but they have it worst than us while we are worried about how to pay rent and how to save up money for a product that we took interest in, they are worried about food and water worried about how to feed their children and how to survive in a place/area where there are no hospitals.

    A voice screams for help, some people heard this voice and tried to help them by building a company under the name of charity.

    CHARITY : The act of helping poor people

    Some used this word to deceive people and trick them  into donating money (Charity Fraud)

    Whispers of a voice, the voice became unclear, fainted the voice in the darkness of this world, a world which has no mercy on the poor. Homeless people around the world suffer begging for food or any kind of help it doesnt have to be money, the society ignores them and walks away.

    Soon the voice vanished in a world where selfishness infected all of the human race, in a world where everyone is for himself.

    “Is There Still Hope”

  • A Letter

    Dear World,

    When I was born the first thing I saw was my mothers’ face, a loving and caring mother. Day by day I realize the world is a bigger place its not bound to your village/town or home.

    The world that I have known since day one is a place where all creatures live peacefully together, and people equally treat each other and there was no such thing called discrimination or racism. As we are trying to be more civilized and evolve and discover new things and create the future, we created words, properties that shouldn’t have been created nor discovered, people started to shout for rights when they are violating the rights of others.

    oh world what have happened, people are dying of thirst and lack of nutrition, animals are being drawn out of their own habitat, trees are being pulled out of the ground.

    HAVE SYMPATHY FOR OUR WORLD

    “There Is Still Hope”

     

  • True Love

    There is a time in life where I saw a beautiful lady, she brings joy to me just by smiling and being happy.

    A true love that I had for this person, I have never ever loved someone in this way she means the world to me. I hesitate to tell her my feelings for her, but I couldnt do it any more I want her to be a part of my life I want her to be my soul mate, so I told her and the results traumatised my heart and damaged my soul.

    In every love story there should be a broken as it never lasts for long, but in my case it didnt start yet and my heart is already broken. In these type of situations people move on and try to forget everything related to the person whos responsible for their  misery.

    I couldnt move one nor can I forget her smile, its in my heart and her voice is stuck in my head. She is my one and only love and I shall never ever love any other woman.

    SO HERE I AM RELEASING ALL OF MY FEELINGS, TRYING TO IMPRESS HER BUT WITHOUT ANY PROGRESS, SHE IS HAPPY AND HERE I AM DEPRESSED AND SAD.

    In sadness I shall live until she loves me, In darkness I must find a way to her heart, I will never give up.

    “Is There any hope?”