The Journey 596

Category: Happiness

  • It Is My Fault !

    When the night crawls in and the memories rise upon those whom have lost in the battle, the pain has begun. Moving on is not an option until they have fully understand what has casued these events to escalate into a whirlpool in which they are trying to escape.
    The pure souls have been slashed with darkness, for their hearts could not understand the deeds of those whom they loved. They have been caught in the cycle of misdeeds upon which they must reform. As they continue to roam the earth with sadness and with the seven deadly sins as their only solution, their darkness consumes not their souls but those who they care about.
    Past, present, and future does not matter if moving on and letting go cannot be achieved; stuck in this cycle with their darkness, poisoned and unable to move on nor can I let go.
    I am drowning, is it my fault that they have been consumed with sadness, or is it my fault that I take everything upon myself. Restless mind constantly thinking about anything and everything around me, a pain I must live with in order to find the purpose of life.

  • The Walk Of Guilt 

    Through the darkness he walked, trying to confront his soul about the deeds that have caused him to suffer. Lost, and consumed by sadness that has poisoned his heart. He fought with his soul, in a battle that no one is capable of fighting, for it can be deadly if you lost.

    In this battle to redeem himself, he channeled the pain and suffering creating an energy so powerful that it lights about the entire darkness. Astonished of the light and what it has revealed before him, filled with guilt as he walked away from the battle; therefore the end was fatal not for him but his soul.  Losing his soul in this battle have created a series of events where sadness and guilt far greater than he has ever endured followed him for the rest of his miserable life.

    Suffering from the consequences of his actions, as he knew that there will always be hope for the righteous; so he decided to walk through his journey with pain, for it is the price that he must pay in order to live peacefully.

    “There Is Still Hope”

  • Tampering With  Destiny 

    The days pass by, knowing what I know about the future that is yet to be lived, keeping secrets from them, tricking the monsters so that I can survive in this beautiful earth, that was cruel not long ago, but everything has changed.

    I no longer need to clutch upon my poor soul anymore, for I can now leave at an instance, leaving everything behind and moving on to the final goal, that is so dark and hurtful. The dreams have been saved, and the path is being restored. At last, everything is smiling, the ravens are disappearing, and the birds are flying again, filling the skies with peace and harmony. Still walking alone, keeping myself distant from the creatures (humans), walking towards the sun, healing my soul, and achieving the dream.
    Breaking free from the darkness, that painted my life with sadness and depression for years, but how long will it be before it finds me again…

    “There Is Still Hope”

  • Spells And Hope

    T.W.O.T.E

    “I have written this short article when they were about to put me under their spell; however, I have managed to break the spell  and escape from their cruelty with the my only strength, hope.”

    They have criticized me, making me look like a coward, but I am not feeling sad nor have I ever hated anyone, it is just that I lost hope in the cruel creatures, they have disappointed me many times.

     

    They say that I am rude, just for giving my opinion, but I will not give up until I prove my point, which you will find out in the near future.

     

     

    My life is mine to choose what path I shall take, I do not require your approval or anyone else’s for that matter, stay away from me.

     

     

     

     

     

  • Chaos In My Head

    T.W.O.T.E

    October 26th 
    I no longer can tolerate what is going on inside my head, it is crowded, I am screaming inside my head as every thought I had is being processed all at once by my weary brain.

    I can change feelings in an instant, as every feeling is waiting for the right moment to be unleashed, or rather triggered by something/someone, although it may sound like chaos; however it saved me countless of times from being pushed around and being someone whom I am not.

    Surprised  by the fact that I am not the only one who is trying to stay away from the humans; they are also trying to stay away from me. Going back through the books that were written, trying to understand the reason that lead them to distance themselves from me, sadly this does not upset me at all, as this will make me happier than ever: staying away from them cruel creatures. 

  • A Life Of Misery (TWOTE)

    This is a different post, a post build upon my true feelings and pain, I can no longer look at myself, without feeling disgusted, because when I succumbed to the darkness, I have made a promise that I shall never ever show my true colours to anyone, deceiving everyone around me with a fake smile upon my face, and constantly saying I am okay.

    Since the day of moving in to my new environment (the darkness), I couldn’t feel anything but pain, convinced that it is the only way to survive upon this earth. At first I loved how I was so dark and secretive, and the only thing that they know about me is a name, that they must have forgotten since I disappeared. Looking at each one of them, with great anger, a stream of black rays revolving around my soul, trying to take over my body, I didn’t hesitate to leave the earth, for I have thought that it is the end that I have waited for. Thrown on the ground by a guy with red aura shining so bright that for a second I thought that it is emitting heat, lectured and tortured by him, and finally it combined with my soul.

    Everyday is the same filled with sadness and depression, wandering around the country with a huge smile on my face, everyone kept their distance from me, as they thought that I was crazy and dangerous, laughing at the children when I see one, “never grow up” I shouted with a shivering voice. Deceived many with my act,  as it was the plan from the start,  trying to understand the humans and the world. Sometimes I feel as though everyone around me is a threat,and that I must leave A.S.A.P. After years of trying to make it out of the darkness, and come out to the world, and have a second chance with humans, I was disappointed as it lead me back deeper into the darkness, at that moment I have made my decision which was to stay away from the humans, chasing dreams and living my life away from the humans.

    “There Is Still Hope”

  • The Majestic Tree Called Hope

    In a world that is inhabited by the humans and other living creatures, why is it so hard to trust anyone? Over the years, some have decided to become alone, distancing themselves from the humans, for what they have experienced in the past scarred them; therefore, it haunts them. Those, whom have distanced themselves from the world, travel physically and mentally, trying to understand and comprehend everything that goes around them.

     

    Exhausted and tired, from both their journeys. Beneath the tree of hope, they have decided to rest and regain their strengths in order to continue their journeys, hoping to reach clarity. The tree of hope is a special tree: it helps the individual to find the best temperature and weather for them, so that they can heal faster. Three hours has expired, it is time for the travellers to continue their journeys on this earth.

     

    The traveller did not notice each other on this exhausting journey; it takes all the energy you have in order to proceed. Therefore, you cannot afford to be distracted; every energy that you have is required for this journey to be a success.

    “There Is Still Hope”

  • The Pit

    Here I am once again distracted from the final goal, events that forces me to postpone my dreams and life. Forced to leave my self, my true identity and soul in order to please them creatures.

    We live in a world of sadness, living by the principles of a herd, following instead of creating our own path. Damned by the traditions that filled our heads with negativity and extracted our own creativity and dreams, leaving us confused and lost in this universe.

    Planning to get out of this pit, climbing the walls and every obstacle that is in my way, hoping to be free again, chasing my dreams and walking on my path.

    “THERE IS STILL HOPE”

  • Wanderer

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    Sleepless nights, tired of thinking about what lies ahead, beyond the present. In a journey to understand what really matters in life. As I walk upon this earth trying to comprehend what really cannot be comprehended, my soul travels through the emptiness of my heart seeking answers to help me reach clarity.

    Creatures whom I have distanced myself from have gained my trust once again, yet in doubt I shall remain, for I have experienced a lot of betrayals, so I have learned that I must not expect anything from them creatures; it is the only way to survive. Clutching the ropes of hope firmly to survive in this darkness that is so drastic.

    In a village that I took shelter in, I have come across humans whom are on a journey using only their souls, this type of journey is considered to be extremely dangerous, for it can cost your life if you get stuck in between reality and the realm where spirits and monsters walk the earth.

    Resting my weary head to regain my strength; so that I can continue my journey. Looking at the stars as I try to sleep, for it fills me with hope and it makes me look forward to watching them again the next day, as it is the only thing that keeps me alive other than hope.

    “There Is Still Hope”

  • The Lost Soul 

    A story shall be told about the soul that has been lost. In a cage it has been held, for ages without being missed. It began when a young man filled with happiness reached a crossroad. The decision is difficult. Stressed out and began to fall apart, the young man stayed still for a week, still confused about the choice that he must take.
    From his family and friends, he seeked help,  which they started to direct him towards their dreams that they have failed to reach. A mistake has been made, while seeking help, the young man could not think straight, for his head has been filled with the dreams and goals of the others. Then he walked the earth, trying to understand, and identify the flow upon which he has lost the soul. He started wandering, hoping that he would find his soul. Depression possessed the young man, crushing his heart. Feelings of sadness and pain caused the young man to gain fear of the creatures that roam the earth.
    The young man could not find his soul, so he created his own path that he must walk in order to reach his final goal. A journey far away, beyond anyone’s reach, it is a journey to the conscience seeking answers about the soul that had been lost.

    “There Is Still Hope”