Category: humanity

  • Soul, Monster and I

    We all have a monster within our bodies, some of which are trapped behind our souls, observing, waiting to regain its strength from the cruel creatures to break free and unleash its full potential. On the other hand, some of us were able to tame these vulgar creatures that are sharing our vessel. The weak humans will be conquered as soon as the monster takes control and unleash the evil that it has gained over the years and soon the soul will be shoved far away into the abyss, scared, shivering, and unable to move; for the power that has been unleashed into the body is the unstoppable wrath of hatred.
    We were born together, we shared every memory the good and bad, whilst the monster favored the bad memories and fed on them and grew faster, and slowly pushing the pure soul away, or rather poisoning it. It reminds the soul of what has been done to it, reminding it of all the cruel things that have happened, blaming the soul for everything. Filled with guilt the soul soon realized what should be done in order to not become weak. At the nursery they were able to identify me for who I am, they saw right through me, they saw the emptiness, they saw the shattered pieces of my beloved soul, and so they waited for me until it was our nap time, to grab me and lock me up in the chamber where they performed their rituals on me, trying to bring my soul back.
    For years they have kept me in the chambers thinking that they will be able to cast the evil spirit away and make my pure soul return back to its vessel; however, their plan never worked and never will, for the monster and I are one.

  • Are You Aware ?

    Are you lost? Not knowing where you are heading, without a plan trying to satisfy your soul, trying your best to forget about everything that is disturbing your peace of mind along with shifting your focus from what you really want to achieve. If you have not got a plan in your head in your head or written somewhere in the future that you are heading towards to, then my friend your absolutely lost. Here are some tips to get you back on track, towards your goal.

    First of all, knowing the state you are in, is crucial to determine whether you are lost or whether you are lacking the motivation to proceed through with your plan. If you do not like the state that you are in, then you will need to think hard about the things that you would like to change in your life and the things that you would like to achieve and see how far you are from achieving it. If you find yourself far away from what you really should be doing then, you will need something to write all of your goals and the things that you would like to change your life. In addition, make your goals as clear and as detailed as possible to help you divide it into tasks that will make it easier for you to track. Furthermore, set priorities and rules to follow so that you will be capable of being more productive. Time management is the key to success, in my opinion, organize your time accordingly, so that it corresponds with your goals, and then implement it into your day to day life. Make yourself a routine and stick with it, it lowers your stress levels and helps you be on the right path, that is your success. Having a routine makes it less of hassle when you try to be productive, for you already have an idea of what you shall be doing. The last tip I have is to stick with your plan and never give up. Do your best and as always work hard and stay motivated.

  • The Meaning Of Life

    Those nights that pass by, that awakes your soul from its slumber, the nights where everything suddenly becomes clear; a great chapter shall unfold in your life. Unable to sleep with all of the series of events and thoughts and research that you have accumulated over the years that is going on and on in your head, only when you have thought that these events are neither similar to each other nor can they be of meaning; the pieces, like a puzzle all the pieces, have been connected, now it’s up to me to make the changes.

    Sitting alone in the dark, away from the fellow humans. Thinking about your action, what am I going to do, what is the answer to such a thing? Confused, on how you are going to react, whether you are going to ignore it and play along like always, or going to tackle it. It is a matter that cannot be postponed, for it is the key to your life; therefore, you must beware of all the consequences that with your choice of action. Then, after a long sleepless day, you lay everything in front of you, trying to come up with the perfect action to tackle it. As if preparing for war, the first plan concludes on being selfish and doing what is best for me. While the other plan consolidates on achieving more good than evil.

    Now it is the time, for your answer is the key to the rest of your life, and how you are going to be in the future. You need not be scared of your choice, choose what you really believe in for only then you shall discover about what lays ahead of you, and whether it is going to be painful or peaceful. Do not worry, there is always another chance to make up for mistakes.

  • Addressing The Problem

    T.W.O.T.E

    Chapter 100 – Repentance 

    Tiredness and emptiness, am I missing something? Have I lost in this game of life, or am I just down the wrong path? Wondering as to where I shall end up, overthinking the circumstances, trying grasp every possible outcome; however neither of what I grasp occur, except for a few minor situations that I was able to dodge, but the rest hit me so hard that it turned my life upside down, spinning in this cycle of life what have I become what am I possibly going to achieve from such a cruel world. The problem remains in my head.

    A mindset that I have to alter, and practices that I must change in order to be what I have always wanted to be. Condemned by the negativity, thinking about the others whilst forgetting about myself, my soul. Shattered into tiny pieces, and then a cry of help from beneath my heart, shivering as the voices started to be clearer and closer. Voices that I have ignored and by so, I no longer know who I am.

    In sadness, the world cried for the soul that never thrived, in tears of great remorse for the dreams that have been slipped away by the cruel creatures who took it upon themselves to destroy others. Monsters that slipped away from their apocalyptic reality and into our world they’ve entered, giving their sins another chance to ruin yet another earth.

    “There Is Still Hope”

  • It’s All About Perspective

    A perspective of life that not all are aware of, preoccupied with the stress in their lives, trying to prove to their peers, family, or competition that they are capable. While some are lost in life, in sins and misdeeds they have fallen; thinking that they will feel happy, denying that they need guidance in order to rise again. Ignorant and depressed, the deadly combination that shall not only destroy their lives but the lives around them too.

    Vulgar creatures, blinded from the truth, not that it is hard to comprehend or hard to search for, but to avoid the situation where they face the truth. Getting back to the perspective that was mentioned earlier, it is what I like to call it the perfect dream, for it only consists of happiness and hope. In order to have such a life, first of all, you have to know who you are, then accept it, and from their, you could shape out your life however you like. Acceptance is always the first step, by this I mean you must accept yourself. One more thing to keep in mind is that do not wait for others to accept because not only it will make you confused and empty, you will be a stranger t your own self; doubting every minute that passes by. Once you involve others in order to find acceptance, you live an unpleasant life, to the point where you are clueless and will be hard to find yourself between all that mess that you have created. Think of it as there will be a lot of you who are accepted by different people.

    Therefore, you must come in peace with yourself, only from there, you will be able to see life differently; full of happiness and joy. Continue your journey on this earth, knowing who you are, and above all doing what you love. Acceptance has to come from you, and I am sure that the other creatures will adjust.

  • Stupidity !

    TWOTE

    Chapter 40 


    Who am I, to judge. I am no longer in the position to ask why, and based on what assumptions are they targeting there cruelty upon me for. In silence I walk away, no matter what the situation is I remain silent; no words can possibly portray the contents of my heart.



    Distancing myself from them, decreasing my social circle, not sure if I even had one. Clashing through the tides of life like there is no tomorrow. Trying to survive and searching for a way to live peacefully for the rest of my life. Frustrated, as to what they all think about me, but who to blame for such stupidity other than myself. In ruins I have been left with little pieces left of what is called the future.



    A plot twist soon shall be revealed, and in shock it shall be to those whom were taking my soul for granted.

  • A Terrifying Game Called Life 

    At dawn, when the sun is shimmering, softly that it takes away the tiredness and laziness from the creatures. Starting the day with a beautiful view and a cup of coffee, followed by a short run, that shall make you energised and ready to fight the obstacles that shall be presented to you once you set your foot out of your house.

     

    Trying to focus on the final goal, while being busy, fighting the daily dilemmas, with the cruel creatures; fighting for the soul. Working hard and making progress, which shortens the distance of the final goal. Thinking of it as a mission, every time the sun rises, and the night targeting its darkness elsewhere. A set of tasks some of them are repeated daily while the other set have a specific date and time, all of these tasks must be followed in order. Rules that has been created precisely after witnessing the cruel creatures for decades: a spell that repels their negativity and cruelty.

     

    Giving life a meaning again, for the soul has been retrieved. Working hard and enjoying the process, with hope. Patient as to what the future holds from obstacles and bliss.

     

  • Regret !

    Nervousness, shivering, and unable to bear this pressure that is cycling around me, containing me in loops of sadness and confusion. Confused as to what I will be, and whether there is a chance for me to climb out of this one.
    As everybody left, and the feeling of loneliness started to consume his heart, he began to write into his journal the events of what shall be, and forged his name with a force that showed great remorse of what he unleashed upon his soul. In tears he began to accumulate the memories, every single one of them, the good and the bad. In a pit he threw the memories that have wronged his soul, while the happy memories that he cherished, in his heart he stored them; to remind him of the good times that he had and how he was determined to win no matter how many times he failed, forging his path along the way.
    Now that we made ameds, my soul and I, we shall never let any creature wrong us, no matter who this creature is. A red line, if crossed, great consequences shall be unleashed upon his heart and soul.
    As he realised what he has done, and learned from his mistakes, he stated that he shall continue his journey on his path heading towards the final goal.

  • One’s Soul

    Life is an adventure, so do not sign yourself up for a planned life, where everyone copies the past generation’s life; therefore, traveling in a paved path. If you put it simply they are basically copycats.

    Experience life for who you are not for who they think you are. Wander, with your mind and body until you reach your soul. The soul that you have ignored, to please the others, the soul that you have forced to run away. Instead of trying to understand it and work with it, to witness the great aspects of life that you have never dreamed of, you simply pushed it away. A great vision of life shall prosper once you have found your soul and worked with it; therefore, your purpose will be visible and clear before your eyes. How many are there, living without their souls? Given roles, which does not fit who they are, forced and molded by the cruel environment that they lived in. Life to those who lost their souls by the cruelty of others is a boring routine of events repeating daily, until they have fallen deep into loath and misery, which will result in suicide, or in some rare cases they will tend to fix their mistakes by searching for their souls.

    The soul is a mystery; some have claimed that it is who we are, while others said that it is another being inside of us, which makes us whole. The journey starts when you feel lost and confused, and with thoughts rising simultaneously, wearing your head and making you feel empty from the inside.

    “There Is Still Hope”

  • The Apocalypse

    All I can remember is that on a Monday evening a strange noise made the creatures go rogue upon us humans. The skies have fallen, the mountains crumbled into dust. Some of us have died at the moment where the sirens were first blown. A large number of humans have died leaving half of the humanity on earth witnessing events of great horror.

    Creatures that were locked away between the two mountains that crossed paths have descended. Ignorant, yet powerful that they drank the entire lake. Cruelty, that I have witnessed over the years from my fellow humans was nothing compared to these barbaric creatures killing everyone on their way. A wave of death, as they traveled leaving behind pools of blood of whoever stood in their way. As we tried to fight them and end them, in which resulted only in increasing our chances of becoming extinct; we have decided to climb the mountain of truth, to be free from their cruelty. The skies have opened its doors, and started to whisper; taking the cruel creatures attention away from us. The cruel creatures took their bows and arrows and starting shooting at the sky, aiming so arrogantly at the skies that plague has been their reward for what they have done to the earth.

    In an instant, they have all died simultaneously, as if of one soul. Now that the earth is filled with flesh and blood, disease have contaminated the earth, and so a group of huge birds has been sent towards us, scavengers to be exact; to clean the earth. While the birds ate the bodies that covered the earth, the skies with clouds of rain covered the entire globe, cleansing our souls and the earth from cruelty and filth. The siren blew for the second time in 12 years, and everything has been wiped out.

    Into a new land we have been resurrected, smooth and different from earth, and every one of us humans was guided by two forms of light. Not knowing where we are, nor where they are guiding us to; filled us all with terror and the urge to not witness any more horrifying events, the cruel creatures have wished to have never been resurrected for their deeds are shameful and shall be rewarded only what they have worked for, except those who were pure at heart.