The Journey 596

Category: hurt

  • Oh Life, What Have I Become ?

    I don’t know what is happening to me, I am not the same anymore, I feel different. Everything around me is the same, but me. Life is not so promising anymore, I am not the guy that I used to be, I was able to hide my feelings from everyone, but now I am visible, everyone is looking at me feeling sorry for me, I feel so weak and pathetic.

    Dear creatures can we go back to what we used to be ? I will enter the darkness and be invisible while you continue ignoring me, it is safe this way. I am not good in sharing my feelings with anyone, so it is better for me to stay away from all of you, so that I can feel safe again.

    Vague and unclear the future may be, but with hope and a smile, you shall find a way to survive no matter what situation you are in, there is always a way. The journey continues, towards the final goal I shall walk and proceed to achieve it.

    “There Is Still Hope”

  • Truth…

    Spreading the word about the truth that is yet to be discovered about my soul, in lies it was covered, buried and hidden away from the creatures. Weak, but acting tough as if there is nothing haunting me, I wonder why I wake up everyday when the only thing that I can feel is sadness and depression.
    Slowly realizing what is really going on, pushed back towards the end of my existence, no where to run, and no where to go. Emotions poisoning my brain, irrational thoughts popping into my head, in regards my situation, it is up to me to decide weather I am going to end, or weather I continue my journey.
    With hope and dreams, I fight and I shall proceed towards the final goal……
                   “There Is Still Hope”

  • The Cursed 

    I am telling a story, of a boy from an era far beyond our on, manipulated by everyone, controlled and tricked into doing things that he didn’t actually thought of doing. Years have passed, struggling to find the true meaning of life and freedom.
    Locked himself in a room that is filled with dreams and goals, poor boy never had the chance to fulfill the dreams of his own, how can he, when he is too busy trying to please others. Lessons of life written in books filled with knowledge and tears, signed at the end with a seal from his soul. Damaged, yet determined to break the curse, he thought of a plan, which involved running away, but before even trying he knew that he couldn’t stand a chance among them cruel creatures. Stayed for ages locked in his room crying and screaming, looking at his dreams and goals, the poor soul faded, the body shrunk and the will have disappeared. Rest in peace my child you shall be avenged, only in time, when everyone can no longer see the truth.
    Giving up sometimes can really be the answer, but only for those who were controlled, it is the beginning of a new life, the path towards the final goal……

                   “There Is Still Hope”

  • The Untold Truth

    In the darkness where our eyes are incapable of witnessing the truth, the demons come so close to ones soul, screwing around and eating what is left of our sanity.

    In sins we have fallen, damaging our pure souls with our selfish actions, which ended up destroying the human race.

    Reasons and proof can no longer be used in this cruel world, it must be their eyes, they can no longer see clearly with all the greed and manipulation that is going on in this world. Demons have taken over the world, building their empire of corruption and injustice in our earth. Blood everywhere of the victims that were caught in the middle of the plans.

    In sadness the world shall be, suffering from the mistakes that they have made, wishing to have died before any of this shall happen. The ice is melting, the war is starting, and soon everything will end by the great flood, that wipes us all out of existence.

    In events that seem so familiar to mankind, yet they cannot seem to remember the past, as they fell right into the trap of their forgotten enemy ( The Devil ).

    “There Is Still Hope”

  • The Key To Happiness

    Time flies, so if you didn’t get the hang of this world, I feel sorry for you, life can be annoying sometimes, especially when you feel left out, dreaming to be someone who you are not, wanting to be like the others happy and having fun, while you are sitting in your room feeling sorry for yourself, writing and sharing with everyone your experience in sadness so lets get started, shall we?

    I have been looking at life from a perspective that makes your life miserable, it feeds you sadness and depression, and its only the start. It never ends until someone actually realizes the mistake that they have made, which is choosing this concept of living, if you are to be late, you will probably end up in a mental hospital.

    Life is happy only if you are, don’t think about what others are doing or making, start being yourself, be your own work of art, punch the walls to survive, and accomplish your goals. Be yourself, accept yourself, in order to be happy. If you are to accept who you really are, life would be a place where goals and challenges are set and to be accomplished by no one other than you. So stop thinking about what others feel about you, real friends will accept you for who you really are no matter what others feel about you.

    “There Is Still Hope”

  • How Cruel Can We Get ?

    The sun rises everyday, giving off rays of hope, but lets look at it from a different angle shall we, in the darkness of the allies there are people suffering from poverty, poor brothers and sisters living on the street, homeless and are trying to survive, they never chose this lifestyle, but life can be so cruel sometimes, we just have to deal with it and survive no matter how hard it is.

    I have seen a lot of humans look down upon the poor homeless brothers and sisters, hurting their feelings and laughing at them. We are suppose to help the fallen, comfort the hurt, and restore the broken.

    They don’t want to beg, but life have pushed them so far and tortured them for so long, that some off them committed suicide, while others have managed to find jobs so that they can survive in this cruel world, where the weak and poor are ignored by us (humans). Charities that are meant to help the poor some times can be a fraud, using a good cause to earn money and increase their income.

    Stay strong….

    “There Is Still Hope”

     

  • Ending Life

    Sad and depressed, having nothing else but pain, flooded by tears, while life reminds me about the cruel monsters and how I was treated. Running away as far as possible from humans, leaving back lessons of life. Everyone is a backstabber, and they doesn’t deserve your trust. I don’t know if I am stupid, or crazy as I seem to give them second chances, so that they can learn and try to be better, until I have had enough and decided to walk out on the whole world and stay away from them forever.

    Now as the world comes to an end, I lay down on the gold sand of the beach, gazing at the wide blue sky, where birds and clouds float, defying the laws of gravity, and soon the ocean waves approached me, pulling me towards the ocean, taking me far from the humans, and comforting me.

    The night has come to replace the daylight, in the middle of the ocean, looking for an island to rest my wrinkled body, when I finally saw two mountains, which seemed like they have somehow been connected together by melted metal, the storm have ruined everything for me by throwing me far beyond the two mountains, where I found a rock that could only fit one person and laid their for 3 days. Woke up by an angry sound of an animal and a thunderbolt landing directly towards the metal thats filling the top of the two mountains, making a huge gate. Abnormal creatures coming out of the mountain, flooded the ocean, and started drinking it until it drained, leaving me in total shock……..

    “There Is Still Hope”

  • Words Of Mass Destruction 

    This is my first time out of my room, for days I have locked myself in for what feels like a whole year, time is not fast as it suppose to be, a minute is a long 60 seconds upon which I can finish reading three chapters.

    My first destination when I got out of the house was the park that is not so far from where I live, just a 10 minutes walk. Monsters roaming all around the park, I didn’t know anything about them except that they are monsters who claim to be humane, until I was about to have a panic attack, I saw my friend who left not so long ago, but finally came back, I screamed with joy “welcome back, shadow” .

    Relieved that I had someone to turn on to in times of need for I have swore an oath that I shall never talk to any humans unless they need help. Shadow stopped for an instance at the long endless path, shivering and fading, screaming so hard as though in agony. I held its hands to comfort it, when suddenly we somehow linked together and I could feel its pain, “you are a freak”, it was these words echoing in our heads.

    – Beware of your words that you throw upon others, for they can destroy and hurt someone’s feelings.

    ” There Is Still Hope “

  • Living In The darkness

    have you ever felt how lonely one could be, when there is no one talk to, no friends to help you no nothing, the world has changed as I grew older the worlds light starts to fade until I found myself in a world where some people will destroy, demolish or even eliminate the poor to collect money .

    I used to think of this world as a vacation and someday I’ll go back home in the grave buried deep down under the ground where I started the journey and where ill end.

    Now I started to realize that the world is just a journey one takes through life, you just have to accept it to gain its trust dont listen to what people say to you they are just trying to control you use you like a puppet. In this life dont choose one over the other think only about your self dont think about others(i mean dont get involved in peoples business), but if ones life is in danger dont think just react and by react i mean to help him/her.

    “There is still hope”