The Journey 596

Category: lifestyle

  • It Is An Adventure.

    Creating my path, moving towards the final goal, a promise that was made by my sad and lonely soul that I shall move on and never look back. Facing every obstacle that comes in my way, thinking only about my happiness, while helping and caring for the lost and the weak. Not trusting anyone along the way, I am traveling with my secrets, experiencing the nature that is not been touched nor harmed.

     

    Do not expect anything from anyone, or else you will suffer miserably. I will not force anyone to love me. If you love me for who I am, I will be grateful and love you back, otherwise do not you dare cross my path, or you shall see the true darkness that I have endured over the years.

     

    Determined to achieve my goals, battling through life to experience and learn new things, it is an adventure, an ongoing story about my life.

    “There Is Still Hope”

  • Overthinking

    Accumulating thoughts, about every event that has already happened and what is going to happen, stunned at how I am just stuck in the middle of the path, not being able to move ahead. Observing the past, and looking at where I am now, I have come a long way, facing the obstacles and trying as hard as I can to overcome anything that comes between us.

    Thinking a lot, not being able to rest, I am paralyzed, overwhelmed by the thoughts that my mind generates rapidly. Trying to move on with my journey towards the final goal, but I cannot proceed, not in this state. I think it is because of someone that is trying to fix the past, trying to gain my trust again, after everything that they have caused to my heart and soul. Many chances I have given, but you all have decided to let me down.

    From what I have experienced in life, the events that caused misery and sadness upon my soul, it is hard for me to trust anyone again. The thoughts are slowly decreasing allowing my brain to grasp everything. Wandering on the path, heading towards a new adventure, my journey continues on this earth.

    “There Is Still Hope”

     

  • I Miss You

    Days have passed, without any pain or misery. As I try to remember what the thing that I have missed is, and that is making me feel weird, I am lost yet again. Entered my mind seeking the stripe of memories, to find out that you are the only one in it. All the memories that I have shared with my friends and family have disappeared, replaced to be exact, by the only person that matters to me.

     

    Although my heart has suffered from your actions, but for some reason it is still in love with you, my mind on the other hand lies and covers up the truth, so that I would not hate you. I moved on, and I have chosen my partner to accompany me through my journey, but there is always a place for you in my heart.

     

    Driving away with the most beautiful, yet dangerous creature that I have ever known. It keeps my secrets and contains my story…

    “There Is Still Hope”

  • Recent Events

    Everything is going to be fine, I whispered as I continued walking on the path that I have chosen. Thank you for taking part in my journey, this is not goodbye, because I am sure that we will meet again, at some point in life.

    I am moving on with my journey, a few more miles and I will reach the ocean of knowledge. Upon arrival, something strange happened to me, I felt as though I have missed something, I wondered for a while, and then proceeded towards the hall of Myths and Legends. Diving into the mythical creatures and legends of humans who once roamed the earth, was very helpful, I have acquired the journal, now I must continue my way towards the final goal.

    The night is crawling in and the light has slowly disappeared, I am fine, I muttered continuously until I fell asleep.

     

     

  • History Of The Heart

    In silence, we try to hide our pain, fabricating the reality that we are living in,  just so that we can survive. Moving on seems to be a simple task , but one must go through a series of phases in order move on, which are denial, anger, depression, and finally acceptance.Love is a spell, if it is done correctly it will be a gift, but if it is not it will be a curse.

    A heart that I must put together daily, so fragile and weak. I never cared about any human other than you. You said dreams do not come true, while mine was to speak to you. Cruel creatures trying to awaken my hatred with their actions, but that is not going to happen, because I do not care anymore, besides I think hatred is a weakness.

    Feeling vulnerable, I must retreat for I need to regain my energy so that I can move on with my journey, the journey of 596….

    “There Is Still Hope”

  • Unlocking My Mind

    My mind, where the thoughts and imaginations flow accordingly, has somehow collapsed, leaving it empty. The feeling of being unable to complete a task this simple, disturbs my existence, I cannot imagine, literally.

    Closing my eyes, concentrating on unleashing a thought, but without any progress. My life turned upside down, I cannot build up a single thought in my mind, even the imaginations flew out of my head, I have become dull and the worst part is that I am stuck in reality. Being calm and not thinking about the problem helped a lot in recovering my mind, now that I am back to normal, I am entering the darkness to check upon the memories to see what caused this to happen.

    You can overcome anything only if you want to, and you must work hard to unlock your potential.

    “There Is Still Hope”

  • Be Ready !

    Planning is required in this universe, everyone plans whether it is for work or life, and you must have some sort of plan in order to survive in this planet.

     

    Planning is the key to achieving wonders, because you are ready, you will be able to overcome the obstacles, therefore you will reach your goal. At this point  you cannot be stopped, you are focused on your goal, and you will keep on moving forward until you fulfill your goals.

     

     

    Do not let anyone hold you back, unleash your potential, create your own path, and accomplish your goals, even if it means to be alone…

     

     

    “There Is Still Hope”

     

     

  • Drifting Away…

    Climbing down the stairs to meet the darkness yet again, but this time I cannot feel anything, with a smile that I shall force upon my face to deceive my enemies “sadness and loneliness”.

    My life has become a maze, everything is out of control, this is not what I have planned for, shall I be okay with it, or must I feel sad, for the situation that I was put on, like a crossroad, it drained my happiness and sadness, leaving me with no feelings at all.

    I wrote about everything that I believe in, and everything that have created mixed emotions upon my soul. I do not know what have happened to me, is it my voice that cannot be heard, or is it because of the lack of determination that have caused yet another agony. Coming to think of whether I should be alive, or dead, is it worth it, to live in a world where you just do not care anymore.

    The voices have faded, disappeared, leaving me all alone, helpless, just like friends that never happened, it is a mess, admitting that everything has drifted away from the path that I have built for my future. 

    A change is not a bad thing, but at the same time it has its challenges, no matter where I shall be in life, I will always know how to move on, and accept what has become and what will be.

    “There Is Still Hope”

  • A Letter Of Reassurance

    Dear Me,

    I hope that you will find this letter to be comforting and amusing, for the purpose that you have failed to complete, and the dreams that you soon gave up on. A mindset that destroyed who you really are, pushed around by everyone for the sake of the future that is yet to be known, weak and pathetic as you are, never should have been alive, but somehow you managed to survive.

    Hiding in the shadows of cruel creatures who act as though they care about your dreams and future, claiming that everything that they have done was all to ensure your future, stupid as you are, you soon believed and you were about to let go of everything that you have worked for. Hoping that you did not forget about the journal that started pulling you out of the darkness and placing you in your true self, finally you have gleamed. Shining the light on the truth that was concealed, realizing how you were deceived by those cruel people.

    Then you have started to grow, creating your own path, making the choices that suits you the best, setting goals, challenging yourself to reach the final goal. You walked on this road to achieve your dream and eventually reach the final goal. You refused to enter the darkness again, for you were walking in your own path, you are the leader of this journey, your decision is the only decision that counts, because it is your life after all.

    “There Is Still Hope”

  • The Untold Truth

    In the darkness where our eyes are incapable of witnessing the truth, the demons come so close to ones soul, screwing around and eating what is left of our sanity.

    In sins we have fallen, damaging our pure souls with our selfish actions, which ended up destroying the human race.

    Reasons and proof can no longer be used in this cruel world, it must be their eyes, they can no longer see clearly with all the greed and manipulation that is going on in this world. Demons have taken over the world, building their empire of corruption and injustice in our earth. Blood everywhere of the victims that were caught in the middle of the plans.

    In sadness the world shall be, suffering from the mistakes that they have made, wishing to have died before any of this shall happen. The ice is melting, the war is starting, and soon everything will end by the great flood, that wipes us all out of existence.

    In events that seem so familiar to mankind, yet they cannot seem to remember the past, as they fell right into the trap of their forgotten enemy ( The Devil ).

    “There Is Still Hope”