The Journey 596

Category: losing

  • The Lost Soul 

    A story shall be told about the soul that has been lost. In a cage it has been held, for ages without being missed. It began when a young man filled with happiness reached a crossroad. The decision is difficult. Stressed out and began to fall apart, the young man stayed still for a week, still confused about the choice that he must take.
    From his family and friends, he seeked help,  which they started to direct him towards their dreams that they have failed to reach. A mistake has been made, while seeking help, the young man could not think straight, for his head has been filled with the dreams and goals of the others. Then he walked the earth, trying to understand, and identify the flow upon which he has lost the soul. He started wandering, hoping that he would find his soul. Depression possessed the young man, crushing his heart. Feelings of sadness and pain caused the young man to gain fear of the creatures that roam the earth.
    The young man could not find his soul, so he created his own path that he must walk in order to reach his final goal. A journey far away, beyond anyone’s reach, it is a journey to the conscience seeking answers about the soul that had been lost.

    “There Is Still Hope”

  • All Events Lead To The Same Result….

    In the darkness, you will never be tired and depressed, you could only feel pain while being restrained; however when you are out there in reality, you will experience a lot of feeling, from which most of these feelings makes you sad and depressed.

     

    If you are still in the darkness and you see a shiny, bright light, do not be tempted, it is a trap, do not proceed, the only thing you will get out of it is a lot of pain. The world has not changed; the creatures are becoming crueler, destroying earth, and creating conflicts, leading to war.

     

    Life can be hard, even though you are trying every trick that you have in order to live and find a purpose in this meaningless world that we live in. I changed and tried to live on this earth happily, but the world has not changed, and all the events in life even though they are different, but they lead to the same result, PAIN.

    “There Is Still Hope”

  • Lessons From The Past

    The rain washed the pain away, and the days helped in forgetting the sadness. When the sun rises and the heart is filled with hope, and you are able to move on, this is the true strength.

     

    An event so cruel that could ruin your life, if you were not strong. The sadness from such an unfortunate event will haunt you in your dreams until you lose hope, and then you will surrender to the darkness that will capture your soul and torture it. While being imprisoned by the darkness, your conscience will fade away, you will forget all the facial expression. You can break the chains and destroy the darkness, but only if you have the strength to let go, and move on.

     

    So do not let the past hold you back from living your life, continue your journey on this earth. It is just a lesson, you have to learn from it and move on with your life, it is not a the end of the world, do not tend to overthink things, keep on living..

    “There Is Still Hope”

  • The Chase 

    They have been watching, following me where ever I go, throwing their chains at me thinking that this act will stop me.

    I have been on the path, chasing the dreams, meeting new friends along the way. Although it is never easy to reach your destination, which in my case is the final goal, but there will always be a way. You just have to work hard and believe and above all do not give up.

     

    They are chasing me, warning me about the future that is yet to happen. If you are afraid of challenges then you should lock yourself up in a room, because this world is full of obstacles and I am afraid that you will find it difficult to survive. Life is full of adventures, that will teach you great lessons, but first you must have a goal.

    “There Is Still Hope”

  • A Case Of Schizophrenia

    It started again, the voices in my head, are disturbing me, causing me to lose control. It has been awakened, the voices that will poison my soul, and ruin my heart. Voices that will create conflict between my heart and mind.

    Closing my eyes trying to deal with these voices that are ripping me apart, rapid stream of emotions clashing upon my heart, feeling overwhelmed, bursting into tears and laughing simultaneously. Confused, whether I am mad or not, looking at myself in the mirror, surprised to see that my reflection is the demon within me. It has escaped from its cage, the demon is loose, it is taking over my body.

    Opposite personalities in one body, battling each other in order to take control over my body, who am I ?

    “There Is Still Hope”

  • It Is An Adventure.

    Creating my path, moving towards the final goal, a promise that was made by my sad and lonely soul that I shall move on and never look back. Facing every obstacle that comes in my way, thinking only about my happiness, while helping and caring for the lost and the weak. Not trusting anyone along the way, I am traveling with my secrets, experiencing the nature that is not been touched nor harmed.

     

    Do not expect anything from anyone, or else you will suffer miserably. I will not force anyone to love me. If you love me for who I am, I will be grateful and love you back, otherwise do not you dare cross my path, or you shall see the true darkness that I have endured over the years.

     

    Determined to achieve my goals, battling through life to experience and learn new things, it is an adventure, an ongoing story about my life.

    “There Is Still Hope”

  • Overthinking

    Accumulating thoughts, about every event that has already happened and what is going to happen, stunned at how I am just stuck in the middle of the path, not being able to move ahead. Observing the past, and looking at where I am now, I have come a long way, facing the obstacles and trying as hard as I can to overcome anything that comes between us.

    Thinking a lot, not being able to rest, I am paralyzed, overwhelmed by the thoughts that my mind generates rapidly. Trying to move on with my journey towards the final goal, but I cannot proceed, not in this state. I think it is because of someone that is trying to fix the past, trying to gain my trust again, after everything that they have caused to my heart and soul. Many chances I have given, but you all have decided to let me down.

    From what I have experienced in life, the events that caused misery and sadness upon my soul, it is hard for me to trust anyone again. The thoughts are slowly decreasing allowing my brain to grasp everything. Wandering on the path, heading towards a new adventure, my journey continues on this earth.

    “There Is Still Hope”

     

  • A Glance From The Past

    My happiness, I have found you at last, I was lost without you, alone roaming the earth, without a plan nor a cause.  Everything around me seems to be hard to comprehend. Closing my eyes not to sleep, but to think about life and myself.

     

    Weary head and damaged soul. I have searched for you all over the globe, followed the clues until I came to realize that you were there all along, but in another adventure with someone else. You whispered that everything is going to be fine, you just have to believe in yourself you said, without knowing that you are the one that I need in order to survive.

     

    Leaving the past and locking the doors. Walking on my path, exploring the earth, while heading towards the final goal.

    “There Is Still Hope”

     

     

  • I Miss You

    Days have passed, without any pain or misery. As I try to remember what the thing that I have missed is, and that is making me feel weird, I am lost yet again. Entered my mind seeking the stripe of memories, to find out that you are the only one in it. All the memories that I have shared with my friends and family have disappeared, replaced to be exact, by the only person that matters to me.

     

    Although my heart has suffered from your actions, but for some reason it is still in love with you, my mind on the other hand lies and covers up the truth, so that I would not hate you. I moved on, and I have chosen my partner to accompany me through my journey, but there is always a place for you in my heart.

     

    Driving away with the most beautiful, yet dangerous creature that I have ever known. It keeps my secrets and contains my story…

    “There Is Still Hope”

  • Recent Events

    Everything is going to be fine, I whispered as I continued walking on the path that I have chosen. Thank you for taking part in my journey, this is not goodbye, because I am sure that we will meet again, at some point in life.

    I am moving on with my journey, a few more miles and I will reach the ocean of knowledge. Upon arrival, something strange happened to me, I felt as though I have missed something, I wondered for a while, and then proceeded towards the hall of Myths and Legends. Diving into the mythical creatures and legends of humans who once roamed the earth, was very helpful, I have acquired the journal, now I must continue my way towards the final goal.

    The night is crawling in and the light has slowly disappeared, I am fine, I muttered continuously until I fell asleep.