The Journey 596

Category: love

  • A Life Of Misery (TWOTE)

    This is a different post, a post build upon my true feelings and pain, I can no longer look at myself, without feeling disgusted, because when I succumbed to the darkness, I have made a promise that I shall never ever show my true colours to anyone, deceiving everyone around me with a fake smile upon my face, and constantly saying I am okay.

    Since the day of moving in to my new environment (the darkness), I couldn’t feel anything but pain, convinced that it is the only way to survive upon this earth. At first I loved how I was so dark and secretive, and the only thing that they know about me is a name, that they must have forgotten since I disappeared. Looking at each one of them, with great anger, a stream of black rays revolving around my soul, trying to take over my body, I didn’t hesitate to leave the earth, for I have thought that it is the end that I have waited for. Thrown on the ground by a guy with red aura shining so bright that for a second I thought that it is emitting heat, lectured and tortured by him, and finally it combined with my soul.

    Everyday is the same filled with sadness and depression, wandering around the country with a huge smile on my face, everyone kept their distance from me, as they thought that I was crazy and dangerous, laughing at the children when I see one, “never grow up” I shouted with a shivering voice. Deceived many with my act,  as it was the plan from the start,  trying to understand the humans and the world. Sometimes I feel as though everyone around me is a threat,and that I must leave A.S.A.P. After years of trying to make it out of the darkness, and come out to the world, and have a second chance with humans, I was disappointed as it lead me back deeper into the darkness, at that moment I have made my decision which was to stay away from the humans, chasing dreams and living my life away from the humans.

    “There Is Still Hope”

  • The Pit

    Here I am once again distracted from the final goal, events that forces me to postpone my dreams and life. Forced to leave my self, my true identity and soul in order to please them creatures.

    We live in a world of sadness, living by the principles of a herd, following instead of creating our own path. Damned by the traditions that filled our heads with negativity and extracted our own creativity and dreams, leaving us confused and lost in this universe.

    Planning to get out of this pit, climbing the walls and every obstacle that is in my way, hoping to be free again, chasing my dreams and walking on my path.

    “THERE IS STILL HOPE”

  • Wanderer

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    Sleepless nights, tired of thinking about what lies ahead, beyond the present. In a journey to understand what really matters in life. As I walk upon this earth trying to comprehend what really cannot be comprehended, my soul travels through the emptiness of my heart seeking answers to help me reach clarity.

    Creatures whom I have distanced myself from have gained my trust once again, yet in doubt I shall remain, for I have experienced a lot of betrayals, so I have learned that I must not expect anything from them creatures; it is the only way to survive. Clutching the ropes of hope firmly to survive in this darkness that is so drastic.

    In a village that I took shelter in, I have come across humans whom are on a journey using only their souls, this type of journey is considered to be extremely dangerous, for it can cost your life if you get stuck in between reality and the realm where spirits and monsters walk the earth.

    Resting my weary head to regain my strength; so that I can continue my journey. Looking at the stars as I try to sleep, for it fills me with hope and it makes me look forward to watching them again the next day, as it is the only thing that keeps me alive other than hope.

    “There Is Still Hope”

  • The Lost Soul 

    A story shall be told about the soul that has been lost. In a cage it has been held, for ages without being missed. It began when a young man filled with happiness reached a crossroad. The decision is difficult. Stressed out and began to fall apart, the young man stayed still for a week, still confused about the choice that he must take.
    From his family and friends, he seeked help,  which they started to direct him towards their dreams that they have failed to reach. A mistake has been made, while seeking help, the young man could not think straight, for his head has been filled with the dreams and goals of the others. Then he walked the earth, trying to understand, and identify the flow upon which he has lost the soul. He started wandering, hoping that he would find his soul. Depression possessed the young man, crushing his heart. Feelings of sadness and pain caused the young man to gain fear of the creatures that roam the earth.
    The young man could not find his soul, so he created his own path that he must walk in order to reach his final goal. A journey far away, beyond anyone’s reach, it is a journey to the conscience seeking answers about the soul that had been lost.

    “There Is Still Hope”

  • The Truth Shall Arise 

    This world is filled with mysteries, among which I am going to unravel. My mind that now I have no control over, the thoughts are rising, it is tiring, I can no longer rest, for it increases when I am trying to rest my weary head. 

    I am back, I will no longer wait, for the dreams are starting to be fulfilled, it is me, who faced the monsters and the cruelty of the unknown creatures whom are hiding beneath the masks of humans. I shall turn off the lights of this world and shining it only on the truth. I shall open the door, for I have hidden myself from the world, but no more. Smoking until my lungs cannot function, and the air gets thinner, my blood is poisoned, my heart is empty, for I have witnessed what no one can endure.  The pain that travels through my veins, it leaves trails of misery and sorrow with its pain.

    I thought that I am going to be safe, if I locked my self in a safe, it is a claim that I am not going to be alright, but towards the final goal I shall proceed to claim the prize for surviving in this reality of Cain. It is a world of misery and sorrow, you cannot find peace anywhere in this world but in your mind; however, it is too late for me now, I am leaving.

    “There Is Still Hope”

  • Lessons From The Past

    The rain washed the pain away, and the days helped in forgetting the sadness. When the sun rises and the heart is filled with hope, and you are able to move on, this is the true strength.

     

    An event so cruel that could ruin your life, if you were not strong. The sadness from such an unfortunate event will haunt you in your dreams until you lose hope, and then you will surrender to the darkness that will capture your soul and torture it. While being imprisoned by the darkness, your conscience will fade away, you will forget all the facial expression. You can break the chains and destroy the darkness, but only if you have the strength to let go, and move on.

     

    So do not let the past hold you back from living your life, continue your journey on this earth. It is just a lesson, you have to learn from it and move on with your life, it is not a the end of the world, do not tend to overthink things, keep on living..

    “There Is Still Hope”

  • The Chase 

    They have been watching, following me where ever I go, throwing their chains at me thinking that this act will stop me.

    I have been on the path, chasing the dreams, meeting new friends along the way. Although it is never easy to reach your destination, which in my case is the final goal, but there will always be a way. You just have to work hard and believe and above all do not give up.

     

    They are chasing me, warning me about the future that is yet to happen. If you are afraid of challenges then you should lock yourself up in a room, because this world is full of obstacles and I am afraid that you will find it difficult to survive. Life is full of adventures, that will teach you great lessons, but first you must have a goal.

    “There Is Still Hope”

  • Hope

    I woke up to realize that my life has been just a dream, it is all in my head, in my own reality. A realm that I have total control on and where I can rest  and find peace.

    In reality I was told that dreams do not come true, when in fact they actually do, if you believe in it and work hard for it. Hope has returned to fill my life with Happiness and joy. I must say that the real world without you is just a dark and cruel place. Now that you are here do not leave me at least until I am gone.

    Wandering on earth, exploring the reality that was introduced to me recently, moving towards the goal that I must achieve, crossing paths with other wanderers along the way.

  • It Is An Adventure.

    Creating my path, moving towards the final goal, a promise that was made by my sad and lonely soul that I shall move on and never look back. Facing every obstacle that comes in my way, thinking only about my happiness, while helping and caring for the lost and the weak. Not trusting anyone along the way, I am traveling with my secrets, experiencing the nature that is not been touched nor harmed.

     

    Do not expect anything from anyone, or else you will suffer miserably. I will not force anyone to love me. If you love me for who I am, I will be grateful and love you back, otherwise do not you dare cross my path, or you shall see the true darkness that I have endured over the years.

     

    Determined to achieve my goals, battling through life to experience and learn new things, it is an adventure, an ongoing story about my life.

    “There Is Still Hope”

  • Overthinking

    Accumulating thoughts, about every event that has already happened and what is going to happen, stunned at how I am just stuck in the middle of the path, not being able to move ahead. Observing the past, and looking at where I am now, I have come a long way, facing the obstacles and trying as hard as I can to overcome anything that comes between us.

    Thinking a lot, not being able to rest, I am paralyzed, overwhelmed by the thoughts that my mind generates rapidly. Trying to move on with my journey towards the final goal, but I cannot proceed, not in this state. I think it is because of someone that is trying to fix the past, trying to gain my trust again, after everything that they have caused to my heart and soul. Many chances I have given, but you all have decided to let me down.

    From what I have experienced in life, the events that caused misery and sadness upon my soul, it is hard for me to trust anyone again. The thoughts are slowly decreasing allowing my brain to grasp everything. Wandering on the path, heading towards a new adventure, my journey continues on this earth.

    “There Is Still Hope”