Category: planning

  • The Pit

    Here I am once again distracted from the final goal, events that forces me to postpone my dreams and life. Forced to leave my self, my true identity and soul in order to please them creatures.

    We live in a world of sadness, living by the principles of a herd, following instead of creating our own path. Damned by the traditions that filled our heads with negativity and extracted our own creativity and dreams, leaving us confused and lost in this universe.

    Planning to get out of this pit, climbing the walls and every obstacle that is in my way, hoping to be free again, chasing my dreams and walking on my path.

    “THERE IS STILL HOPE”

  • Wanderer

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    Sleepless nights, tired of thinking about what lies ahead, beyond the present. In a journey to understand what really matters in life. As I walk upon this earth trying to comprehend what really cannot be comprehended, my soul travels through the emptiness of my heart seeking answers to help me reach clarity.

    Creatures whom I have distanced myself from have gained my trust once again, yet in doubt I shall remain, for I have experienced a lot of betrayals, so I have learned that I must not expect anything from them creatures; it is the only way to survive. Clutching the ropes of hope firmly to survive in this darkness that is so drastic.

    In a village that I took shelter in, I have come across humans whom are on a journey using only their souls, this type of journey is considered to be extremely dangerous, for it can cost your life if you get stuck in between reality and the realm where spirits and monsters walk the earth.

    Resting my weary head to regain my strength; so that I can continue my journey. Looking at the stars as I try to sleep, for it fills me with hope and it makes me look forward to watching them again the next day, as it is the only thing that keeps me alive other than hope.

    “There Is Still Hope”

  • The Lost Soul 

    A story shall be told about the soul that has been lost. In a cage it has been held, for ages without being missed. It began when a young man filled with happiness reached a crossroad. The decision is difficult. Stressed out and began to fall apart, the young man stayed still for a week, still confused about the choice that he must take.
    From his family and friends, he seeked help,  which they started to direct him towards their dreams that they have failed to reach. A mistake has been made, while seeking help, the young man could not think straight, for his head has been filled with the dreams and goals of the others. Then he walked the earth, trying to understand, and identify the flow upon which he has lost the soul. He started wandering, hoping that he would find his soul. Depression possessed the young man, crushing his heart. Feelings of sadness and pain caused the young man to gain fear of the creatures that roam the earth.
    The young man could not find his soul, so he created his own path that he must walk in order to reach his final goal. A journey far away, beyond anyone’s reach, it is a journey to the conscience seeking answers about the soul that had been lost.

    “There Is Still Hope”

  • The Truth Shall Arise 

    This world is filled with mysteries, among which I am going to unravel. My mind that now I have no control over, the thoughts are rising, it is tiring, I can no longer rest, for it increases when I am trying to rest my weary head. 

    I am back, I will no longer wait, for the dreams are starting to be fulfilled, it is me, who faced the monsters and the cruelty of the unknown creatures whom are hiding beneath the masks of humans. I shall turn off the lights of this world and shining it only on the truth. I shall open the door, for I have hidden myself from the world, but no more. Smoking until my lungs cannot function, and the air gets thinner, my blood is poisoned, my heart is empty, for I have witnessed what no one can endure.  The pain that travels through my veins, it leaves trails of misery and sorrow with its pain.

    I thought that I am going to be safe, if I locked my self in a safe, it is a claim that I am not going to be alright, but towards the final goal I shall proceed to claim the prize for surviving in this reality of Cain. It is a world of misery and sorrow, you cannot find peace anywhere in this world but in your mind; however, it is too late for me now, I am leaving.

    “There Is Still Hope”

  • Lessons From The Past

    The rain washed the pain away, and the days helped in forgetting the sadness. When the sun rises and the heart is filled with hope, and you are able to move on, this is the true strength.

     

    An event so cruel that could ruin your life, if you were not strong. The sadness from such an unfortunate event will haunt you in your dreams until you lose hope, and then you will surrender to the darkness that will capture your soul and torture it. While being imprisoned by the darkness, your conscience will fade away, you will forget all the facial expression. You can break the chains and destroy the darkness, but only if you have the strength to let go, and move on.

     

    So do not let the past hold you back from living your life, continue your journey on this earth. It is just a lesson, you have to learn from it and move on with your life, it is not a the end of the world, do not tend to overthink things, keep on living..

    “There Is Still Hope”

  • The Chase 

    They have been watching, following me where ever I go, throwing their chains at me thinking that this act will stop me.

    I have been on the path, chasing the dreams, meeting new friends along the way. Although it is never easy to reach your destination, which in my case is the final goal, but there will always be a way. You just have to work hard and believe and above all do not give up.

     

    They are chasing me, warning me about the future that is yet to happen. If you are afraid of challenges then you should lock yourself up in a room, because this world is full of obstacles and I am afraid that you will find it difficult to survive. Life is full of adventures, that will teach you great lessons, but first you must have a goal.

    “There Is Still Hope”

  • A Glance From The Past

    My happiness, I have found you at last, I was lost without you, alone roaming the earth, without a plan nor a cause.  Everything around me seems to be hard to comprehend. Closing my eyes not to sleep, but to think about life and myself.

     

    Weary head and damaged soul. I have searched for you all over the globe, followed the clues until I came to realize that you were there all along, but in another adventure with someone else. You whispered that everything is going to be fine, you just have to believe in yourself you said, without knowing that you are the one that I need in order to survive.

     

    Leaving the past and locking the doors. Walking on my path, exploring the earth, while heading towards the final goal.

    “There Is Still Hope”

     

     

  • I Miss You

    Days have passed, without any pain or misery. As I try to remember what the thing that I have missed is, and that is making me feel weird, I am lost yet again. Entered my mind seeking the stripe of memories, to find out that you are the only one in it. All the memories that I have shared with my friends and family have disappeared, replaced to be exact, by the only person that matters to me.

     

    Although my heart has suffered from your actions, but for some reason it is still in love with you, my mind on the other hand lies and covers up the truth, so that I would not hate you. I moved on, and I have chosen my partner to accompany me through my journey, but there is always a place for you in my heart.

     

    Driving away with the most beautiful, yet dangerous creature that I have ever known. It keeps my secrets and contains my story…

    “There Is Still Hope”

  • Recent Events

    Everything is going to be fine, I whispered as I continued walking on the path that I have chosen. Thank you for taking part in my journey, this is not goodbye, because I am sure that we will meet again, at some point in life.

    I am moving on with my journey, a few more miles and I will reach the ocean of knowledge. Upon arrival, something strange happened to me, I felt as though I have missed something, I wondered for a while, and then proceeded towards the hall of Myths and Legends. Diving into the mythical creatures and legends of humans who once roamed the earth, was very helpful, I have acquired the journal, now I must continue my way towards the final goal.

    The night is crawling in and the light has slowly disappeared, I am fine, I muttered continuously until I fell asleep.

     

     

  • History Of The Heart

    In silence, we try to hide our pain, fabricating the reality that we are living in,  just so that we can survive. Moving on seems to be a simple task , but one must go through a series of phases in order move on, which are denial, anger, depression, and finally acceptance.Love is a spell, if it is done correctly it will be a gift, but if it is not it will be a curse.

    A heart that I must put together daily, so fragile and weak. I never cared about any human other than you. You said dreams do not come true, while mine was to speak to you. Cruel creatures trying to awaken my hatred with their actions, but that is not going to happen, because I do not care anymore, besides I think hatred is a weakness.

    Feeling vulnerable, I must retreat for I need to regain my energy so that I can move on with my journey, the journey of 596….

    “There Is Still Hope”