Category: THOUGHT

  • The Boy With No Soul

    It really kills me when people complain about who you are, and about what you want to be, nothing seems to satisfy them. They keep on spreading negative thoughts in my head filling it with the wrong idea of life.

    That’s how I became who I am, the boy with darkness. Losing everybody around me with my suspicious attitude, keeping everybody distant.

    Growing up with that wasn’t easy, I studied my classmates instead of interacting with them. Tried so hard to impress my teachers but all of them seem to hate me for some reason.

    I’m different than the others, hated by my relatives (family).

    I guess they saw the darkness in my heart, I was called the boy with no soul, left in the middle of the road at night a dozen of times, wanting me to leave, as a kid I had to form a survival instinct, to survive, so I memorized the way back home.

    Thrown out of the house with no where to go, I wandered around the world choosing my own path in life.

    “Sheltered by darkness”

  • The Devil

    Walking upon this earth for decades, since the beginning of life humans have been manipulated by demons which are lead by the devil himself. Forcing us into making evil things, things that could destroy us all.

    The devil inside me screams so load that my ears start to bleed, my body vibrates this negative vibe that I cant seem to understand, flickering lights wherever I go. Holding onto faith, I managed to escape out of my body, a soulless body wandering in this world manipulating people into destroying each other forming chaos wherever it goes.

    Tried to warn the others about the devil and his plans, but no one seemed to care, an innocent voice echoing from far away saying ” there is no use in warning the others humans have filled their hearts with greed, envy and hatery.

    The devil stopped and started to laugh, claiming that his job has already been done for him by us humans. I was suspicious, so I asked for proof, then he started to ask me about certain countries, countries which are being destroyed, I remembered then, that in every occupation there are corrupt people,people who are only after money. Racism flooding our society with sins and inequality, are we not form the same father? are we not all connected somehow?.

    The devil vanished as there is nothing to do in this world that is already corrupted.

    “Is There Still Hope”

  • The Purpose Of It All

    Where am I, What am I, Why am I here.

    Walking down the road, in a world where everyone has their on purpose in life.

    Searching for my purpose, a grace that I lost when I came to this world.

    A weakened soul slowly dies.

     

    I was once asked, what is my purpose in life? , standing there with no answer, my brain somehow stopped responding, like in an exam when you come across a tricky question all of the things that you have studied starts to fuse together preventing you from writing the correct answer.

    Many have already found their purpose in life, like for example:

    • Doctors : To help cure from diseases.
    • Teachers: To guide the generations into being an effective individual in the society.

    How come one lives in a world, where he cant find his purpose. Feeling lost in a world where everyone shines but me, an outsider trying to conform to society but never could, for my soul has rights on me, being who I am, being my self.

    You can call me an outsider, stranger, or even weird, I wont feel bad, because it makes me special.

    My purpose in life, is yet to be discovered. My journey through this world shall reveal everything that I want to know.

    “There Is Still Hope”

  • The Day I Was Suppose To Be Happy

    On graduation day everyone feels happy and excited to move on to the next step in their life.

    Me on the other hand I just couldnt feel it, I was down, sad, depressed. I drew a smile on my face so that no one could notice how  sad I am, but here I am letting all the depression and sadness away by writing.

    Although all of my friends were around me, I felt lonely, tears formed in my eyes every time I hear them talk, every time I remember them laugh. I’m far away from my future every time I see a book, I lose focus and to succeed in school you have to be focused you have to have motivation, which I lost long time ago when you left.

    The Darkest day in my entire life of darkness was when I was rejected, the day everyone left me the day when one of my closest friends moved on and found new friends to hang out with, I felt like an old broken toy on the shelf left to collect dust and then it will end up in trash.

    With no words left to express my sadness and depression, I hope for a better future when I know that its  unlikely to happen, but that is all I got left faith and hope is whats keeping me alive.

                                                        “There Is Still Hope”

  • The Voice Of Humanity

    There are people in this world who are suffering, people who are trying to survive this world like us but they have it worst than us while we are worried about how to pay rent and how to save up money for a product that we took interest in, they are worried about food and water worried about how to feed their children and how to survive in a place/area where there are no hospitals.

    A voice screams for help, some people heard this voice and tried to help them by building a company under the name of charity.

    CHARITY : The act of helping poor people

    Some used this word to deceive people and trick them  into donating money (Charity Fraud)

    Whispers of a voice, the voice became unclear, fainted the voice in the darkness of this world, a world which has no mercy on the poor. Homeless people around the world suffer begging for food or any kind of help it doesnt have to be money, the society ignores them and walks away.

    Soon the voice vanished in a world where selfishness infected all of the human race, in a world where everyone is for himself.

    “Is There Still Hope”

  • A Letter

    Dear World,

    When I was born the first thing I saw was my mothers’ face, a loving and caring mother. Day by day I realize the world is a bigger place its not bound to your village/town or home.

    The world that I have known since day one is a place where all creatures live peacefully together, and people equally treat each other and there was no such thing called discrimination or racism. As we are trying to be more civilized and evolve and discover new things and create the future, we created words, properties that shouldn’t have been created nor discovered, people started to shout for rights when they are violating the rights of others.

    oh world what have happened, people are dying of thirst and lack of nutrition, animals are being drawn out of their own habitat, trees are being pulled out of the ground.

    HAVE SYMPATHY FOR OUR WORLD

    “There Is Still Hope”

     

  • LIFE

    My life, I think of it as a play, you have to give the correct impression to the audience so that they can respect you and love you.

    You have to stick to a script, dont worry its not an actual script its your personality.

    Like puppets we are washed up in a series of different scenes controlled by destiny.

    I blame the wisdom of a man who once said that you can change/alter destiny, haven’t the years proven to you that destiny cannot be changed nor altered.

    I am not saying you should give up, I am saying that if you really want something you should work hard and do your best, its after many attempts of failure you must realize that it is just not meant to be.

    “There Is Still Hope”

  • HAM~ster~ ED

    I wander in this world, as if I am a guest, I dont ask why, what, when, where because its my destiny, my fate I have to live with it and accept it.

    Walking around, every situation that crosses my road, I take notes and observe every movement and signs, to avoid any obstacle.

    Through the shadows I travel to gain more knowledge on this fascinating creature, the creature who has no self control, who betrays the others, who gossip and hurt others. This creature is called a human being.

    You would think that friends , family , loved ones  are different but believe me they are not its a matter of time until they would turn their backs on you and leave you.

    From all of these creatures whom I loathed, there is a bright light walking towards me, guiding me through this world a brother who I cannot live without.

    There Is Still Hope”

  • Living In The darkness

    have you ever felt how lonely one could be, when there is no one talk to, no friends to help you no nothing, the world has changed as I grew older the worlds light starts to fade until I found myself in a world where some people will destroy, demolish or even eliminate the poor to collect money .

    I used to think of this world as a vacation and someday I’ll go back home in the grave buried deep down under the ground where I started the journey and where ill end.

    Now I started to realize that the world is just a journey one takes through life, you just have to accept it to gain its trust dont listen to what people say to you they are just trying to control you use you like a puppet. In this life dont choose one over the other think only about your self dont think about others(i mean dont get involved in peoples business), but if ones life is in danger dont think just react and by react i mean to help him/her.

    “There is still hope”