We all have a monster within our bodies, some of which are trapped behind our souls, observing, waiting to regain its strength from the cruel creatures to break free and unleash its full potential. On the other hand, some of us were able to tame these vulgar creatures that are sharing our vessel. The weak humans will be conquered as soon as the monster takes control and unleash the evil that it has gained over the years and soon the soul will be shoved far away into the abyss, scared, shivering, and unable to move; for the power that has been unleashed into the body is the unstoppable wrath of hatred.
We were born together, we shared every memory the good and bad, whilst the monster favored the bad memories and fed on them and grew faster, and slowly pushing the pure soul away, or rather poisoning it. It reminds the soul of what has been done to it, reminding it of all the cruel things that have happened, blaming the soul for everything. Filled with guilt the soul soon realized what should be done in order to not become weak. At the nursery they were able to identify me for who I am, they saw right through me, they saw the emptiness, they saw the shattered pieces of my beloved soul, and so they waited for me until it was our nap time, to grab me and lock me up in the chamber where they performed their rituals on me, trying to bring my soul back.
For years they have kept me in the chambers thinking that they will be able to cast the evil spirit away and make my pure soul return back to its vessel; however, their plan never worked and never will, for the monster and I are one.
Category: THOUGHT
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Are You Aware ?
Are you lost? Not knowing where you are heading, without a plan trying to satisfy your soul, trying your best to forget about everything that is disturbing your peace of mind along with shifting your focus from what you really want to achieve. If you have not got a plan in your head in your head or written somewhere in the future that you are heading towards to, then my friend your absolutely lost. Here are some tips to get you back on track, towards your goal.
First of all, knowing the state you are in, is crucial to determine whether you are lost or whether you are lacking the motivation to proceed through with your plan. If you do not like the state that you are in, then you will need to think hard about the things that you would like to change in your life and the things that you would like to achieve and see how far you are from achieving it. If you find yourself far away from what you really should be doing then, you will need something to write all of your goals and the things that you would like to change your life. In addition, make your goals as clear and as detailed as possible to help you divide it into tasks that will make it easier for you to track. Furthermore, set priorities and rules to follow so that you will be capable of being more productive. Time management is the key to success, in my opinion, organize your time accordingly, so that it corresponds with your goals, and then implement it into your day to day life. Make yourself a routine and stick with it, it lowers your stress levels and helps you be on the right path, that is your success. Having a routine makes it less of hassle when you try to be productive, for you already have an idea of what you shall be doing. The last tip I have is to stick with your plan and never give up. Do your best and as always work hard and stay motivated.
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Start Working Now !
The past the present, and the future, could be a drag, trying to pave your path towards your goals but instead you look back at the unfixable past and blame yourself for the things that lead you to your present where you are feeling guilty, sad and depressed, and sometimes its even worse: you feel like you are dead from the inside, soulless creature breathing and living holding the shattered pieces of your dreams and crushed heart of yours. Blinded as to what needs to be done which is working hard to become a better person, and setting your priorities straight to complement your goal. In this article of a real experiment that I have conducted, you will have the ability to relieve yourself from the guilt and pain of the time you have wasted on things that are not doing to you any good.
First of all, do not care about what others think about you, for you are doing what you are doing for yourself, so need not to be worried about them, if you actions have not done any harm to them. Listen to their criticism carefully, for some of their criticism which could be of a great use to yourself, to grow. Set rules to follow, which will take you closer to achieve your goals, have a daily schedule of tasks that you love to do, and task that you not necessarily like, but have to in order to get closer to your dream. Make your goals as clear and as detailed as possible, for only then will you be able to know the tasks that you and challenges that you must take for the goal that awaits you must be achieved with hard work. The other thing becomes your own driver, do not depend on the external factors too much for they have a time limit and remember that nothing worth having comes easy, a quote that I admire for it reminds me of why I am working hard, and what I am working hard for. The final tip is the hurdles that come with your path, which tries to shake you off your path and question your capabilities and seduce you to give up on your goals. Remember that anything could be achieved, but only if you believe in yourself, so tackle the obstacles and find a way to break through or simply find a way to pass it, for there is more than one way that shall take you to your own goal.
In conclusion, have the right attitude, for it is what differentiates between the achiever and the lost people who are only wishing and simply waiting for the day to come. As always work hard, be kind, and challenge yourself to grow.
“There Is Still Hope”
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2018 ?
A new year means a new beginning, another chance presented to be able to change, and become someone you have always dreamt of becoming. Tracing your footsteps back to the problems and mistakes that haunted you in the past, and coming up with solutions and above all learning from them and never falling into the same mistake ever again.
Resolve to never drift apart from your path, fight to stay in it, never give up and above all believe in yourself. We all dream, but only a few have the courage to work and build their dreams and making it their reality. Dreams can be achieved, have the mindset to tackle any difficulties and distance yourself from the negative thoughts that surround your capability. Believe in yourself, even when no one else does, do not wait for anyone to support you or accept you. A soul should not hide its beauty from the world just to be accepted. At times of difficulties do not search for someone to care about you; wipe your tears and work harder and learn from your mistakes, for the person whom really cares about you does not need to be searched for, it is only a matter of time until they become a part of your journey.
Stay positive and healthy and do not lose your spark. Assemble your goals into a sheet of paper and start achieving them one after the other. Make your life worth it by working hard and believing in yourself.
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2017
Another year shall pass, the life spoke to the guy “What have you achieved?”, replied the guy “hope”, elaborating more “ Great lessons that I have gained great experience from, and mistakes that I am never going to repeat ever in my life, and so I am moving on”. Smiled the life and said you shall experience in the future great loss and misery, how are you possibly going to survive, chuckled the guy and said “ I know, but what you have not learned about me is that I will always find a way, no matter what situations you put me in I am going to rise and accomplish my dreams.
2018, is the year where I shall thrive, a year where I must not give up, a year of hard work and motivation. It is my year and I am going to achieve my goals one after the other. Do not let others decide what you can and cannot accomplish. Live by this motto if you would like to thrive “I am the one in control, this is my life and I am going to achieve all my dreams”. A simple four-digit number that can either make you feel guilty and miserable for not trying or make you feel satisfied with what you have achieved and it motivates you even further to work even harder to achieve new goals.
Stay motivated and focus on what really matters to you, work hard, have fun, and above all believe in yourself.
Until Next Time…
SEE YOU IN 2018 AND AS ALWAYS “THERE IS STILL HOPE”
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My Enemy !
When everything seems to be perfectly in place, the life once again proves you wrong, by an earthquake, elaborating how easily it can crush us. I do not know whether I must cry and give up or should I pick up the shattered pieces of my hard work and continue my journey on this earth. Giving in seems to be out of the question, been called stupid for the limits that they have set me with; however, they have never realized that I have long surpassed their limits. So now my mind is trying to trick me into thinking that I have limits and tries to hold me from achieving certain goals.
It is disappointing to know that you’ve become your own enemy. Pinpointing the exact location of the problem, the mind. It has been trying to shift my focus from what really matters to the margins of life where I rarely stay, and sadly it has succeeded. Distractions around me noise that I cannot possibly live with nor can I ignore. Creatures trying to ruin my peace of mind, trying to stay relevant in my world, but what they have forgotten is that I need not got the time to waste on them. A moment of shock, becoming aware as to what I have become, I reckon I must take out the journal for repentance and to take away the cruelty from within my soul.
Sometimes, just sometimes, life can be with you, on your side; trying to help you be a better person and to make you grow. All in all, it is a wonderful life, knowing that there is always room for improvements and trying your hardest to achieve your dreams and goals.
“There Is Always Hope”
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Stuck In The Past
Sometimes the past can be so cruel that it never leaves you in peace. Trying to move on with your life, but every time you try to get past the emotions and feelings, and move on, life reminds you of what has happened, or rather yourself reminds your pathetic soul that you are not good enough to move on.
In loops of sadness and disappointment you are stuck, cannot possibly think of a solution other than diving into worlds of dreams. A dream walker is someone who is known for the gift to see what lies far beyond this universe; alternate universes that is. While in grief hating to wake up, and start the day when the sun rises like what most average humans do. Loving the darkness of the night, that comes with true feelings and emotions. It is when the lies are hidden, and where humans speak of only the truth. It is the time when you become honest to yourself; trying to fix the little pieces that have been shattered in the past, but it takes time depending on your personality, whether you like to overthink and try to understand why while trying to fix your life. Furthermore, there are who are focused more on fixing their lives, rather than understanding what, why, how they have become to the state that they are in.
All in all, there is still hope, you only have to believe and everything will fall into place. Keep on living.
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It’s All About Perspective
A perspective of life that not all are aware of, preoccupied with the stress in their lives, trying to prove to their peers, family, or competition that they are capable. While some are lost in life, in sins and misdeeds they have fallen; thinking that they will feel happy, denying that they need guidance in order to rise again. Ignorant and depressed, the deadly combination that shall not only destroy their lives but the lives around them too.
Vulgar creatures, blinded from the truth, not that it is hard to comprehend or hard to search for, but to avoid the situation where they face the truth. Getting back to the perspective that was mentioned earlier, it is what I like to call it the perfect dream, for it only consists of happiness and hope. In order to have such a life, first of all, you have to know who you are, then accept it, and from their, you could shape out your life however you like. Acceptance is always the first step, by this I mean you must accept yourself. One more thing to keep in mind is that do not wait for others to accept because not only it will make you confused and empty, you will be a stranger t your own self; doubting every minute that passes by. Once you involve others in order to find acceptance, you live an unpleasant life, to the point where you are clueless and will be hard to find yourself between all that mess that you have created. Think of it as there will be a lot of you who are accepted by different people.
Therefore, you must come in peace with yourself, only from there, you will be able to see life differently; full of happiness and joy. Continue your journey on this earth, knowing who you are, and above all doing what you love. Acceptance has to come from you, and I am sure that the other creatures will adjust.
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Stupidity !
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Chapter 40
Who am I, to judge. I am no longer in the position to ask why, and based on what assumptions are they targeting there cruelty upon me for. In silence I walk away, no matter what the situation is I remain silent; no words can possibly portray the contents of my heart.
Distancing myself from them, decreasing my social circle, not sure if I even had one. Clashing through the tides of life like there is no tomorrow. Trying to survive and searching for a way to live peacefully for the rest of my life. Frustrated, as to what they all think about me, but who to blame for such stupidity other than myself. In ruins I have been left with little pieces left of what is called the future.
A plot twist soon shall be revealed, and in shock it shall be to those whom were taking my soul for granted.
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