A normal day in a persons life has to have certain events, and must go through different types of feelings (happy , sad , worried etc…) this only goes for rich people and middle class people where as for my kind we only experience total darkness and sadness.
Through my research that I have done when I was 10 years old till now i have found out that people in every society are divided into four types
- people that are trying to survive this world.
- people that have no responsibilities in life ( wealthy people ).
- people that are doing what they are doing to please others and not them selves.
- people that are happy with what they have got.
If you want to know what I feel everyday then open your mind and imagine what I am about to say.
Starting with the dreams that I have every night, its the same dream from when I was filled with darkness the year that I started crying for no reason the year that I tried to jump out of the car in the middle of the road the same year that I saw the devil.
Waking up scared in the middle of the night, hearing voices (whispers) and hearing someone laughing.
losing control of my self. when I lose control over my body, this dark creature/thing captures something from my heart that causes me to lose control, being a spectator is hard when you see your self walking, talking and you are trapped inside your mind. I scream as hard as I can, to warn the others but with disappointment I fail.
This dark creature, when it talks to me it says “you are the weakest”, I asked it “how many brothers do I have” it answered with aggression “three brothers”.
Then I knew that it meant my personalities which have disappeared when I saw the devil.
“IS THERE ANY HOPE”
