The Journey 596

Thoughts and Stories

  • Schizophrenia

    A normal day in a persons life has to have certain events, and must go through different types of feelings (happy , sad , worried etc…) this only goes for rich people and middle class people where as for my kind we only experience total darkness and sadness.

    Through my research that I have done when I was 10 years old till now i have found out that people in every society are divided into four types

    1. people that are trying to survive this world.
    2. people that have no responsibilities in life ( wealthy people ).
    3. people that are doing what they are doing to please others and not them selves.
    4. people that are happy with what they have got.

    If you want to know what I feel everyday then open your mind and imagine what I am about to say.

    Starting with the dreams that I have every night, its the same dream from when I was filled with darkness the year that I started crying for no reason the year that I tried to jump out of the car in the middle of the road the same year that I saw the devil.

    Waking up scared in the middle of the night, hearing voices (whispers) and hearing someone laughing.

    losing control of my self. when I lose control over my body, this dark creature/thing captures something from my heart that causes me to lose control, being a spectator is hard when you see your self walking, talking and you are trapped inside your mind. I scream as hard as I can, to warn the others but with disappointment I fail.

    This dark creature, when it talks to me it says “you are the weakest”,  I asked it “how many brothers do I have” it answered with aggression “three brothers”.

    Then I knew that it meant my personalities which have disappeared when I saw the devil.

     

    “IS THERE ANY HOPE”

     

  • Caught In My Own Mind

    Finding yourself lost in this world is something that occurs to me daily, in a split second I find myself lost in my mind, you can notice that sometimes you find me as if I am daydreaming but believe me I am not.

    Lost inside your head and caught by darkness that is within you is something terrible I could not describe it because there is no word that i can use nor can I find the right adjective.

    After a while I got control of my body, it seems weakened somehow (the darkness)

                                                          Is it still in me?

    …………………………………..

  • This is My Last Day

    Have you ever wondered when are you going to die, when is your turn to leave this planet.

    Well, I have , everyday when I  go to sleep I try not to remember what i have done wrong in the past so that there will be nothing to hold on to, nothing to keep me from going away, when i close my eyes i know that ill probably be dead the next day, so never in my life I shall say I’ll do this/that tomorrow because I dont know if ill be here.

    wait for no future the way the life is right now where scientists are creating new weapons to end the human race.

     

  • Live, Love, Laugh

    If you are going to overthink everything you belong in a mental institution.

    Let your motto be : live love laugh

    Think of the world as an ocean/sea and you are the surfer waiting for the perfect wave, so flow with the motion don’t go against it, it’s destiny, you either flow with it till you find the great wave or you flow against it and drown.

                                                                                             “There is still hope”

  • Unknown 

    People around me have always wondered about why I love magic, cartoons etc……

    Why do you act like a child they’ve asked me, in silence I walked away

    Watched them from far away, making fun of someone who once they called a friend

    Like a pack of wolves with no freedom of choice, they follow their alpha

    Fantasy is a place where good always wins unlike earth

    Living in a fantasy rather than reality may feel stupid to you but if you are kind and a giver you will be destroyed by those who own everything.

                                                                                               “Is there any hope ?”

  • The Death of a Lonely Soul

    An extraordinary man once lived within me, a happy soul, innocent. Everybody likes him, has a lot of friends but wrong he thought.

    Late at night the man was tired and soon fell asleep, in the dark room where he slept, a bright light came out of his body, a soul was sent to find the truth. The soul went to all his friends and found that they were talking behind his back, depressed soul went back home hoping that it was just a dream, tried to return back to the body but thought that it was going to betray the only love and friend it had, died the poor soul in pain.

    I woke up searched everywhere for the only friend I had, screamed for my soul but it was nowhere to be found. Roaming around the world without a soul, felt the emptiness in my heart and mind, the darkness took over my body and captured me, here  I am inside my head stuck in a cage.

    “Is there still hope?”

  • Living in a Car/Van

    It is my dream to be able to travel and feel at home at the same time, a car/van where you can sleep, work, travel, it is just a cool thing that I want to experience.

    Some of may think that I am stupid or crazy but I am not, it is just that when I tend to go to  road trips/travel I feel like something is missing something is not okay, but when the place you call home have wheels its a different story I can travel without missing anything and feel safe at the same time. It is the “House Mobile” people it is just what i like to call it.

                               “There is still hope”

  • The Sad Truth 

    These days people tend to lie, to make us feel better and to make fun of us at the same time.

    Mockary and teasing someone is not a hobby if it is yours you might as well live in a cartoon, but dont go chasing people and filling their heads with your hurtful comments you should at least have a heart if your a human that is.

    “There is still hope”

  • Legends

    Around the world different cultures and societies have made up some magnificent yet hard to believe stories.

    I must not judge their decision to say such marvelous stories/legends, but there must be an explanation to all these stories

    • Did it actually happen ?
    • Is their any proof?

    Something must have happened which lead them to say what they had to say. Dragons, vampires, werewolves, chupacabras, mermaids, Salem witch trials etc….

    Poor people were scared of these names/things mentioned above yet reality screwed them up, ask any girl about vampires they will say they are cute strong and so on, same goes for werewolves.

    To be honest with you I think that the people who went through alot in the past because of ghosts vampires (monsters) they were actually really scared, some of them lost their mind just thinking about it.

    yet the movies and tv shows  continue there way to ruin the legends and myths.

    ps:  Supernatural is not one of the tv shows who ruined the legends and myths.

    “There is still hope” 

  • Difficulties are not Obstacles

    Difficulties are things that we think are impossible but they are actually not.

    If you have failed in one thing many times but you feel that its not as hard as last time its progress people you have to try many times to achieve what you want but if you tried your best and yet you have not succeeded it does not mean that you are stupid, it means that its not important to you, or someone forced you to do it.

    Just choose what you like and don’t listen to others you will be okay, if you do the things you like you will be more productive and creative rather than doing something you don’t like.

    “There is still hope”